Friday, March 30, 2007
overwhelming problems. HEH.
and ppl are giing me their problems to solve as well. SOOSH. i'm tired. still not eating well anyway but i can finally take noodles! xuan was gonna give me a medal or eating noodles.HAHA.
anyway ya, problems. yes who does'nt have problems. BUT! i'm glad i have leaders around me like PDa(Pdarrick), PGC (Pgary), brother andy, sis shirlene and alicia! AHAH. at least their more matured in terms of age and all. like ppl of 20s -30s good wad. experienced and not too old. HAHA. thank god for such ppl.
god, i thank you for giving me this life and the people in it.
i thank you for blessing me with people i can count on.
i pray that even as i struggle through the many MANY storms in my life that ull help me,
and give me the strength and the wisdom to carry on living in ur ways.
i wanna be a blessing to others, to carry your torch to be the light of the world for u.
i'm sorry for the times i've turned my back on u,
and chose not to trust you when i've been hit by the tsunamis in my life.
till now, i'm still learning to have faith in you, to trust u once again.
i want to stop crying, i wanna stop covering up for my past.
today, my life is in a mess. and God, you know what i'm talking about.
i wanna stop running away from it.
so God, help me, will you?
AMEN.
special prayers for the day:
ZHENG XUAN: pray that you'll take aaway his discomfort and grant him rest.
ALICIA: she only had 4 ours to prepare dance for this sat's performance. GRANT HER STENGTH! pray that she'll know tt You see all the effort she has been going thru.
JEANNETTE(tham) and CHARRISE: you know that it has'nt been a good year for them. though i may not be able to share the burdens with them i pray god u'll make it happen for them. pray that they reaslise that u hold her destiny in ur hands.
HENZY (may appear weird huh): came across his blog and all. Lord u see the heart that wants to change for u. father may u grant him a renewal of faith and a new purpose as he leaves the baggages down for you. though at times he may look back and wanna return to his old ways, i pray lord, grant him strength that he may soar on wings like eagles, run and not grow weary, he will walk and not be faint. For those who hope in the Lord WILL renew their strength. jia you henz! (:
MY AWESOME LEADERS: bless those that have sacrificed their youth to sow into this ministry. i thank god for them and really god, BLESS THEM! so they may continue to bless others in return.
AMEN.
woo i feel so much better now. anyway tml have Parade of Ministry. dance got one booth eh. and Alicia just told us we have 2 mins show time and HA, guess what. we only got 4 hours to learn the stueps master it and perform in on the day itself. which btw, it tml. ARH. we can do it dancers. ALL THE WAY!
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