Monday, May 21, 2007
OKAY.
i'm back in school again. -.-
friggin sian.
KRANJIANS were so 'on' just now. we were having breifing for this years' CFN. then they stated that this year's cultural fiesta NITE will be in the morning! and the ENTIRE SCHOOL boo-ed. then ms sim chin chin shocked, she was like 'is this how you're suppposed to react?!' and guess what, again the whole school said a resounding YESSSS.. HAHAH! so funny i mean, sec 1-5s know. I LOVE KSS. (x
anyway i've been thinking.haha (like i've ever stopped). thinking bout how much i've accomplished the things i've set out to do. and how much i've grown and blossomed. cos i believe i have. i mean, ARH, there goes again. my short term memory. i think seriously i gotta go look for a doctor or something. cos the thing or sentence that i thought of just that second ago, i forgot liao. and it's getting worse. u can ask broANDY and my buzz group who got so pek chek when i kept trying to remember what i said. LOL!
anyway like i was saying, i have grown. i've become mentally stronger, and physically fitter. HAHAH! i've grown in the Lord too! it feels as if now i've become part of Him, and it's only now that i can say that yes, i AM a child of God. i know i've always been but i've never been more assured of my place in Him. AMEN to that.
that day on sat when i met broANDY. i told him like how much it was affecting me. i mean, he mentioned that i had the need of acceptance and love. i told him i could not help it. it gets to the point that i change myself just csos i fear that i get bad mouthed or what know. it is not wrong. it's just that according to him, i have to start looking at myself through God's eyes cos he is my maker. it's a process i guess. been backstabbed too many times that it really matters to me how ppl view me and all. AH! tian ah.
so yea, i'm still learning. i told broANDY i appreciated him. though everytime i always defend myself and all, i told him i still enjoy meeting him everytime. cos i know that when i meet him, he'll guide me and teach me. then i'll be that one step closer to doing the right thing and honouring God. (:
so yea, life has been good. (: TRYBE RUN TML! (:
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