Thursday, May 17, 2007
uh oh. think i got misunderstood. seperate it out guys. haha. ah! it's another misunderstanding.
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12:57 PM the day did'nt turn out exactly the way i thought it would.3 hours? thanks.last minute dance practice?i don't think so.PAUSE (NOT RELATED)
what hurts the most, was being so close, and having to walk awayjust cos' i didnt wanna get rejected like i knew i would.and u never thought about how i would feel. guess in thefirst place it was wishful thinking on my part.but thanks thanks. now i feel like, crying.damndamnmdamn.PAUSE (NOT RELATED)
sorry henzy and bingrong, couldnt make it down with u guys. )x___________________________________________________________________
it's not in one chunk! think i got misunderstood la! yes i had dance practice, but nah, i skipped it. so irritating, it spoiled my day, and they promised won'thave last minutes! i was too angry to go. DON'T PERFORM DUN PERFORM LA. what hurts the most, come on! SEPERATE! my blog quite confusing huh. so stumbling. HAHA. relax relax. SEPERATE! nothing to do with henzy and bingrong AT ALL. some of u will know la. esp jacq sweetheart! HAHA. jacq's my sweetheart. (: and sweetheart knows everything. haha. so don't misunderstand!
god i'm going crazy just trying to laugh it off. seriously like what a big fat joke. HAHA. chill chill~ THERE IS NOTHING WRONG AT ALL OKAY. as for the chinese post. then i have nth to say la. i meanit's true, i'm feeling dang sore bout it and bout myself, but i'll work it out you guys, believe in me. i wanna cry, go crazy and tear everything apoart and just 'beng kui', BUT! i'm stronger. I WILL BE!
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