Monday, June 04, 2007
i'm not happy. there're lots and lot of things on my mind and many many tears in my eyes. i dont know how and what to do. Dear Lord, hear my cries.theres this BAD feeling inside, but has to die cause i know it cant go on. things i treasure so much are dissappearing ONE BY ONE. i really dont know what to do. the word 'BESTIE' never seemed so indifferent. behind the 'love u hannah!' who knows the fake smiles and the gossipping. who knows how many knives flew straight into my back from behind. THANKS. and sorry. FOR ALL I did not do, SORRY. are all of u happy now? now that in the very end, my friendships and relationships fall apart and i'm left alone with god as my only pillar of strength. how do i move on. how can i believe in the things i want to believe in.
god of hope,
my hope for tomorrow.
i pray, yes i cry to you.
god of hope,
see all my sorrow,my pain.
can you hear me call your name?
yes, jesus loves me.
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