i really wanna escape from life.

bro just ran away from home ytd after dad locked him out.
just came back. but now's he's packing to leave again.
things don't look too good now luh.
it's like, dad's a great dad.
but yes, cant deny tt he went too far.
but bro deserves it too i guess.
but i can't bear to see either one of them like tt.
anyone of you get it? SIGH.
mom's down with eye infections, dad just blew his temper (again) this morning.

i wanna cut away from this. i'm already so stressed with school and all.
how come things have to happen at this time.
things at home really changed.
dynamics are different.
i really dun wish for anyone of u to judge my family please.
dad's a really good dad.ppl have limits.
my family is supposed to be happy too.
but sometimes things don;t go e way we want it too.

i want them to know how much i really care for this family.
how much i want us to stick tgether.
how much i care for my pathetic little brother.
its tough.
sigh. i'm losing it already.

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