Tuesday, July 31, 2007
okay time for some updates i guess.
i refer back to my earlier posts dated 5thJULY2007, titled
'I, live in a disfunctional family.' and you know what? things just got worse. cos bro admitted ytd that he smokes and drinks. SECONDARY 2. with a cocked up face too. and i could just see the pain and hurt on dad's face. i mean, he pinned all those hopes on my brother, hoping he could rise up to be the man of the house my dad could rely on. but seems like dad'shopes were dashed. ytd there was so much tension in the house again, it felt so familiar and i hate it. ARH.
school has been tiring too.haven't pass ONE subject for the past prelims. and prelim 2 is on the way.
so seriously, i bet the depression month is not quite done with itself yet. BUT! the difference is, i'm gonna embrace it. it's not gonna be a DEPRESSION month, its just one of those tougher times i guess. yea. cos i know and i HAVE faith that God will solve them cos well, EVERYTHING HAPPENS for a reason (: JIAYOU HANNAH!
to self:
even when no one is on your side, god is.
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