THANKS JASMINE FOR THE PICTURES!


National Day 2007 @ Kranji Sec

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anyway, things kinda got better. after a long hard stressful week, i'm glad to give myself a pat on the back and tell myself "good job Hannah!" ;D
i've been hearing alot from the Lord regarding certain ppl that had certain problems.one of them was jenn shunn, from which i got the strongest 'push'.so being the ever daring ever concerned HANNAH LEE JIA YI, i took a BIG step forward, made him sit beside me and asked him bout it. after all, we WERE once very close remember? before that, i was conversing with cherie bout the MANY changes we had experienced in the class, and she too, was really saddened by the dawning reality. and then, i did the most silly thing i had EVER done in my life: me and cherie actualy cried for OJS. HAHAH! even jenn himself said we were NUTCASES. thanks ah jenn, we concerned you lydat sia. anyway, just felt really bad for him, i cld tell he had been struggling with plenty of stuff, family, relationships, friendships and studies even. and yet he tries so hard to please everyone at the stake of his own happiness and at the same time, put on a really tough strong front. in Jenn i see a bottle, broken up. spilling out ALL he's tried to hide. wants to belong, but THINKS he doesn't, want love, but knows it's not enough. i don't know, i just saw RIGHT THROUGH him. i guess i could identify cos i was once that person. and the result of that, i got so tired out, so lost that i even lost my own identity. and i regret it. i know how it feels like to keep stuff in your heart and not let ANY out and bear the world's burdens on your own shoulder. so i told myself, if i could make a difference, i WILL NOT let anyone go through the same painful process as me. however, in the process of trying to make someone's life better, i often get unappreciated and hurt and maligned and treated as if i was trying to 'snatch' this person away. truth to be told, i don't exactly mind. after all, i WAS just trying, with no hidden agenda. i don't need to be a superstar and ask ppl to boast bout the things i have done for them. i used to struggle with the issue of being accepted. but! i've already gave up all those burdens and inadequacies to God. because before i even say a single prayer or a single thing, He knows my needs and already has PERFECT plans for me. and since God put ppl like Jenn in my life, i am going to give it my best shot! ALL FOR THE GLORY OF GOD! ;D
i'm so glad there has been so many breakthroughs. AMEN! haha, certainly has been a burden off my chest. TRY HARDER HANNAH! pray for jenn's salvation! (:



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