Monday, November 12, 2007
fugfugfug! i really don't need ur lousy sympathy! and i really don't need both of u to gang up on me and make my heart spin round and round again only having it return to the original position or maybe, worse. why don't we just leave things as they are instead of forcing them to move in a direction tt both parties are so unwilling; unwilling in the sense that i dunneed false love or care from him when neither does he wanna be nice to me in the 1st place! so please, STOP MAKING MY HEART HURT LIKE IT ALREADY IS NOW! i know it's all supposed to end up nice and fine and dainty but i've accepted it! i've excepted that he's just gonna hate me, misunderstand me misjudge me and hurt me forever and ever! i've accepted it as it is already so please! STOP. i dun need this awfully plastic treatment. if it all is gonna end up this way so be it! i rather have that than to have someone who makes empty promises and someone who chooses to turn his back whenever he wants!
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