HANNAH IS BACK!

finally, it's friday. and Olevels end on tuesday! (: so i can FINALLY blog, can FINALLY meet ppl up, can FINALLY have fast food and the best thing of all is to praise God without worries and stress. well though things have really been really bad bad bad these weeks and alot alot more, but oh well, i think God will see me through, no wait. he WILL. (;
well today i finally got to meet my darling after getting separated for so long. he started work already so today he decided to treat me to pasta mania for dinner. YAYS ;) so i'm uber stuffed now and bored. :X and i miss him alot. heh. now just waiting for his work to end in another 20+ days, get his pay, bring me shopping and spend everyday together. HAHA hoorays ;D
but right now it's like i'm having mood swings, high and lows ); past few days i was talking to ppl namely henzy, brian and nicol and all of them were having problems too. and i was having problems of my own HURHUR. like stupid problems, no they aren't stupid they're impt problems that NEED to be solved or it's like the end of my life. SIGH, i'm just glad i don't have to worry bout Olevels now that they're gonna be over. so it's time i put my energy on the other stupid things i have to worry about instead of relaxing. *wails*
oh in addition to all the dumb things, today i went to see doctor in between break time between bio and phy paper. cos lumps appeared on my neck area at the midline wherever that is and doctor said it's either the inflamation of my lymph nodes in that area, or it's some cist that will need to be surgically removed cos my thyroid thingy or something to do with that never develop properly and left cells there to form lumps. URH, i really dun wanna go under the knife ;( thinking bout it already causes goosebumps to sprout on my skin. GOD! please keep me in prayer friends, hope in this two weeks the anti biotics will do their work and pray that it's just an inflamation! ); i'm super grouchy now. ARH! >;S

sub-post: i never knew our friendship was so fragile, not until today. doubt me if u will. so much for the bittersweet past and the feelings we once shared for each other. again, i did not do anything. though i know u might not read this ever, but thanks for the memories. erase me from your memory, go ahead (oh wait, u've done that already cos i was just your toy, your buffer from the hurt others will cause you). when it's all over and done with, the truth will be out. i won't hate you. i just don't love you no more, i guess.

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