friends? what are friends? sometimes i wonder whether any of them remember the times i've been there for them , or remembered that i was the only one who remmebered their birthday, the only one who was there for them when they complained that no one else did, whether they remember the promises 'i'll always be there for you'. so fake huh, so fake. u dunno how much i've sacrificed for u ppl. even when my moods are like LOWLOWLOW, and when i CRCRYCRY i still cheer u up, 'it's gonna be alright.' who's there to tell me it's alright when i need someone? friends? hur, i rather have God. it's really irritating, to want someone to care and they just won't. and they doubt your sincerity! oh my, some friends huh. i want to hate you, i really do but i can't stop loving u and missing u either. if it helps, i'm sorry. for whatever i did not do that u think i did, and sorry that u misunderstood me when i thought u knew what sort of person i am inside out. i don't wanna forgive u, cos it's not my fault and it never was. u were the one who chose to dump me, throw me away, use me, toy with my feelings, play stupid games like ignoring me and the next moment u tell me u miss our past, when u wanna use me as a buffer to ease ur pain when u caused so much hurt to me that u'll never know!