Thursday, December 06, 2007
i guess you'd probably never read this but i still think i need to say my piece or my heart just wld'nt be able to take it. IGNYTE dance practice just ended, so i'm at mum's office to blog now since there will be Xmas dance rehearsals later )x to you, the one i call ----ie: hey there you. i dunno if it was a dream or something but it really felt like we were strangers; it felt like my heart was playing games with me. when you walked through tt door just now, my eyes lit. for what? i don't know. then when our eyes met, u gave me that cold stare - like u didn't know me at all. what happened to my ---y? oh yah, maybe u'd use the excuse 'i never meant it that way in the first place' but i think u planned for it to be this way - to make my heart messed up then decide to forget everything and put our friendship aside like that SOMEONE. why were u so nice to me anyway? then suddenly, like REALLY i mean suddenly, just turn ur back and stop replying my smses and just giving me cold stares like you did. in any case, u broke my heart. pls tell me, tell me what to do, and where u're heading. i don't recognise this feeling. it's something totally new to me? or are guys just all the same, selfish, insensitive and well, just plain mean?
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once, there was this girl called hannah. she loved this guy like he was the last man on earth. she gave him everything she ever had - but he'd break her spirit down, then come loving up to her; give a little, then take it back. She'd tell him about her dreams and he'd just shoot them down. OH, and he loved to make her cry too. he said "you're crazy for believing you'll ever leave the ground, cos only angels know how to fly". So with a broken wing, she still sings, and keeps an eye on the sky; with a broken wing, she carries her dreams. Man, you ought to see her fly.
ps: thanks for telling me you missed me. even if it was for fun, or maybe it was just a joke, or even if it was true, it made my day. really. i think u know who you are (:
"With a broken wing,
she carries her dreams.. "
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