Monday, February 04, 2008
CHEEEEESECAKE was for breakfast today :)
Today's work is killing me! It's only 10.12am now and tons of people including our own carpenters and uncle Roy came to ask me alot of weird questions about formicas, wheels, purchase orders and asking me to call weird companies. ALL BECAUSE MEANIE TOOK LEAVE and dumped all the responsibility onto me. Practically everyone's on leave today except the workers/carpenters lah, so office only has one lonely hannah and no one else x( And i'm really busy today with alot of calls to pick and people to call and notes to write and wasting brain space by staring at the com ;( God grant me strength!
Anyway yesterday after blogging first chunk, brought sis along to meet up with ken seah,chinrong,yongli and jon and hung out at woodlands library cos they had to study for exams today & i really needed time out from the mad rush with rehearsals, too much thoughts swimming in my head and the lack of unhealthy food in my body - from all the oiless methods of cooking used at home and the horrible food in office -.- Waited for the boys for like few long minutes then headed to Library where things started to get erm, a little retarded. I've never seen chinrong act so retarded-ly and it was really entertaining when he 'was doing research on er, Europe' xD xD xD The librarians got pretty much sian-ed of what he was doing and after a while they stopped bothering us :D There was even more abs training when we had dinner together and the deliciously unhealthy KFC xD Nicholas the weird joined us for dinner and heck he was HILARIOUS snd super abnormal in a good way (: He's actually pretty much a sweet guy lah, just that always get bullied by the rest ;D We laughed so hard till we wanted to puke our dinner and felt like there were new muscles growing on our abs. Even the aunties sitting around us gave us the common 'young-ppl-nowadays' kinda stare ;D Headed back to library for more studying, whilst me and mei had to leave early or mom would make alot of noise again. SEAH, both of us really had fun from all the laughing, and my sis managed to do her work too. It was a fruitful trip there so don't feel bad (: Call us along again next time yeah? More than glad to join you guys even if it means keeping very quiet in the library ;D Promise!
Looking forward to dance later! Woooosh ;D Get to end work earlier HAHAH ;D Most imptly, the dance&drama, all for God's glory and not mine. What matters are the people who are gonna get saved through our performance and talents the wonderful man up there blessed us with (: Jiayou jiayou! ;D Let's continue praying and fasting for the lost souls! ;D No lunch for me today x( RARRS!
PS: Renee i miss you!
He'll dance away just like a child,
drives me crazy drives me wild.
But i'm helpless when he smiles ;
{edited 3.43pm}
Crying, crying tears of joy and thanksgiving. I really thank God for doing so much for me. For always being there for me to catch me when i fall. There are times when i can't even accept myself cause i hated how i was , but God always chose to love everyone of us; He still chose to love ME. His love has no boundaries. However broken and screwed up i was before, He made them all perfect. Thank you Lord, really. I'm really sorry for the times I've disappointed you, drifted far away and took your saving grace for granted. There are still times i feel like i'm not good enough to be loved by You but i wanna embrace the love and bask in it forevermore. I really can't thank you enough or express my love. But God, you know how much i love you. My tears might mean nothing, but i know you see everyone of them and you'd catch them in Your hands and give me comfort and rest. I wanna be just like you Lord, so stay by me forever and ever alright? I love you, God.
"Every tear you cried,
was precious in His eyes.
Because of His great love,
He gave his only son.
Everything was done,
so you would come;
Nothing you can do,
can make Him love you more.
Nothing you have done,
can make Him close the door.
...
Come to the Father,
though your gift is small..
Broken hearts broken lives,
He will take them all ; "
de a'More ;
10:10 AM
hannahlee