HAPPY VALENTIES! :D (well maybe not so)
Yesterday's birthday didn't just end after cake cutting at home. Yangyang came down to give me a surprised cos apparently he was another smart one that read my blog. Thank you SO SO much yang! :D It really touched me to know that even after graduation i still have friends who remember to care (: The cake's really pretty and i still havent eaten it yet lah, don't know where to start! :D

Anyway, back at work today x( Dad said there's alot of work since airshow and beautyasia coming up. Valentines' not so happy after all huh! And that MEANIE screwed my morning okay. She started nagging at me for not doing the Beauty Asia list well. Can she blame me! She didn't even tell me exactly what's what and i really have no clue on how the whole company functions and all, so yeah i ask too much she get pissed, don't ask i sscrew up. Ah, i wanna quit lah like seriously.

Still gotta chiong rehearsals later from 6-11pm x ( I brought all my barang barang along you know and i forgot to bring alot of things! Today's full dress and tml's the day already. OH DEAR x( Keep praying for the event! Things havent been going well. We ruined the worth over 5k fire proof curtian, damaged the sofa, broke the drum shield and ah, so many things. Devil's at work so please, though it's Valentines day today, keep PS. I LOVE YOU in prayer! (: We need to war for the salvation of the lost who will turn up on that day. And pray for God's anoiting to fall upon the cast, crew and the committee; that whatever flaws we might have, God will anoit it and mke it good and souls will be adding into his kingdom! :D Okay okay! Keep praying xD

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Work didn't seem so bad. At bu zhi bu jue, it's already 4! ;D Thank God justin was smsing me the entire time. Made-the-day-award goes to him today for being SUCH a sweetheart. Mr nice! Mrs nice doesn't need anything from you okay! Or else mrs nice is going become bad and kill you mr nice xD You've been nice enough, and that's all i ask for okay! See under the influence of mrs nice, you've become so much better! HAHA (: Thanks for the thought dear :D Now now, don't be silly huh ;D

Apparently, there are ppl who reads the 'not supposed for him to read' sections of my post. It's no wonder yang thought of the surprise. But ah, away with it. It's been ages since i've moved on. But where i've moved on to, is another question with another set of answers ; & That's for me, ****** , ******** and **** **** to know and for YOU to find out. Yes you (: Oh well, i don't even think you know who you are. I don't know if i should be feeling happy and all about today. I stayed up to see and hear something i should/might not have? x( So yeah, now there's this pretty sore feeling but i guess i should feel happy for him and continue faking it? AHHH! I don't want our friendship to be on the line. I don't ask for anything in return really, so even if nothing comes out of all i do, i do it cos i love him; not because i want him to love me back. He's pretty much in love and enthusiastic over this girl, so what can i do besides be the supporting one i'm supposed to be? I promised, so i don't intend to break any promises i've made to him or anyone else. And even if he finds out, i don't want any formal treatment or any different treatment than how he's treating me now. Tease me and i tease him back, and just laugh together, and that's enough for me. The other way is well, to ignore the fact that i er, care about you and pretend nothing happened! (: I'm really pretty much contented with where we are so, dont change that if u ever find out okay! I still want to be there to hear you out with our problems whether or not it's related to her - even if it means breaking my heart a thousand times over i still wanna be there for you, trust me. Nevermind! He made my day ytd so yeah, it's all worth it hannah, it's all worth it. Well, she better treat him right and love him like there's no tml or i really won't spare her. Oh haha, me and sis saw him on the menu at sakae ytd xD So well, happy valentines day hannah. This is sad, i have to wish myself happy valentines. I wonder what she said. &i love my favourite shirt xD (that's just random)

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