HELLO :D :D :D

Church was good ytd ;D My favourite group of lovable darlings held a mini celebration for me after srv :D It just had to be jon oh's idea cos only the brain that can think of pandan cake and whipped cream would think of a mouse-y chocolate cake with green grapes HAHAHA. Appreciate it alot guys :D You guys are the sweetest thing on Earth :)
Went for dinner with CG after that and had BBQ-ed sambal stingray and kang kong! :D :D :D It was hilarious cos it was fuming spicy and i went crazy and high over chilli. SUPER HOT D; And the guys made me laugh till i had a tummy ache!

Dinner/study/slack was on just now with nic chew, derrick, ken, chinrong & sister! :D Another one of those days that made me crack up and laugh my head off ;D Hahaha, i had fun guys ;) Thank you again! :D Okay i'm sorry, today's post is abit er unwordy and all. But ah, nothing is wrong okay! Nothing is wrong! :D

SisterEileen and PGary spoke to be bout when i was going to be reinstated as an SP again. Honestly, i didn't know how to react or feel. Its been more than half a year now and throughout this experience, i've found myself to grow so much. I did'nt have to be an SP to change lives and reach out to people; cos i believe in these few months, with my testimony and friendship i think i've sown more seeds than i thought i would have. And from being a JSP since primary school days and SP in sec 1, for a change i got to have a chance to be just normal. At first i felt uneasy but then slowly, it got better. And it was a time of getting rid of all the lies of the enemy at the altars again ytd. Sometimes i do feel like i would never be good enough to serve in the ministry but i'm not going to look back. God gave me that calling long ago and i don't intend to ignore that calling (: YOU CAN DO IT HANNAH, you really can.God believes in you! :D
So much for caring. I mean, don't throw your tantrums any-oh-how and expect me to keep quiet out it and still accept you the way you are. If you're trying to make me hate you then forget bout it, it's not going to happen no matter what you do. Yes i get mad, i feel unappreciated. Like all i was trying to do was to care but then it ended the wrong way. Screw my day, just go ahead and screw it up. But i don't mind, i really don't and i try not to. I won't put my nose into things already okay. Blame me for caring too much. I'm sorry.

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