I know! I've been SSOOOOOO busy and SOOOOO stressed bout SOOOOO many things that i havent been blogging! I think this is my addiction, feel so weird without blogging everyday. Okay, cut the story short. I just got home from work and its a mad rush! Quickly finish blogging, and go sleep! x( times 100000000000000000000000!

It has been the worst dayS of work yet one of the best! Worst because yes i'm DRAINED, totally - physically AND mentally. 14 hours of work is NO JOKE! Beauty Asia just opened today at Suntec, and i'm e in charge there so yes, TIRED! x( Got a couple of injuries, and i think i'm coming down with flu soon =/ It's only the second day of work and yes 2 more to go! WAH SIAN, i feel like my social network suddenly cut down, never msn ppl, no time for long calls or smses x( People if you're free, PLEASE come down to suntec convention centre to visit please, it will really make a whole lot of difference. Thanks steven for coming down again today (:

Church on sat was good (: Thanks for opening up to me Nat! I appreciate it alot, not to worry! Your stuff is safe with me and i'll be praying for you! I know i told you i will talk to you again but i'm REALLY busy at e moment so it;s kinda hard but hold on okay! Remember what i told you and jiayou! ;D You can do whatever u set ur heart and mind to do! I believe in you 100% okay :D
TeNet topic for that day was STRESS MANAGEMENT, like hohohoh, how timely eh? And i just realised, my reason for stress is normally due to the very high sense of responsibity for others x( I will elaborate more, just summarising everything. NO TIME NO TIME x( Jon, yes i will call you! And to that YOU : I rejected you for a reason and yes i hope you'll respect me (: You've been really nice and we will keep going out together and being my absolutely good friend you have always been! (: Take care of yourself in army! Talk to you soon okay ;D TANCR! My present stop letting it sit on the table and collect dust, give it to me lah! Or else NO DURIAN CAKE! HURHURHUR xD

It's been 2-3 days since i've updated. I don't know what went wrong in between but why is there is wall in between us now? Is it just me, or has out relationship suddenly turned sour? If it has, the very least you could do is to let me know why. Whatever fault i had, maybe i cared too much, maybe i didn't do enough, maybe u misunderstood, but let me know cos i'm willing to change and be a better friend to you. But it really rips my heart and brains out to see how far we've grown apart just over a few few days. I havent had a good talk with you for quite some time now, and that feeling sucks - knowing that even if i wanted to talk to you, all you would say was 'okay'. I'm really trying to figure out what i did wrong, trying to blame myself but i really have no idea what happened or what is it that i've done to land us in this shitty state! I'm confused, one moment u do this, the other u react like that. You're making my heart spin and my mind go crazy! I'm already SUPER tired and stressed, and you just had to rub it in right? Everytime i look at my screensaver on my hp, i get really weird feelings. Like i want to look, yet i don't want to. When i look at it i smile, thats my first reaction. Then i think of how we are now and i start to feel like tearing. Please tell me its all going to be okay? Maybe all that u've promised me were all just meant to be brooken. But i know i've made promises to you just like i have to all of my friends. I'm not going to break them like you did.

PS: justincheongwenyi! Don't worry, the op will go fine and you will be okay! I'll be praying for you so cheer up dear! I don't like to see u so upset x(

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