On top of all the bad news yesterday, I realised that i left my portfolio at Raffles City Shopping Centre. There goes my testimonial, my result slip, my portfolio of all i've accomplished and ALL MY CERTS. God, why is this happening really? Just when i thought things cannot get any worse this has to happen.
So off i went, joined by steven xiaojie to RCSP today in search of my portfolio; but to no avail. There goes, there goes.. I really just pray that some smart and nice person picked it up, figure that it is an impt document and send it back to me since almost all my details including IC no. can be found there. Sighh. It cannot get any better can it? The whole of yesterday and today my eyes have been giving me ALOT of problems, burning pain, irritance, and alot of tears! Today i rubbed so hard it went all e way to back. Then there was this explosion of tears and my contacts fell out. I had to go waste my bottle of handy eye drops and wash it and it fell into the sink so i had to wash again! I bet if Steven wasn't there to bring me here and there i would have gotten lost and totally dunno what to do when my contacts fell out and all. You're really a great big kor kor steven! :D Thanks for the day (: Keep praying! ;(

you're in my prayers. we're in this together!

mr nice?
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Must remember, God is IN CHARGE. Say it with me, IN-CHARGE! x( As much as i want to and can possibly bring myself to doubt the plans of God, must CONSTANTLY remember, He is my peace and my portion forever (: AHHHHH! Mom&Dad, rubbing it in is not going to better benefit me in any way so er, keep your comments to yourself, please. PEACE PEACE PEACE! I need peace! x( Ask and it shall be given, AMEN! :D Although i didn't manage to find my stuff today, although i didn't get posted to any course, although there really seems to be no way - i will believe that there will be a way cos He's going to make one (: WOOOOOTS :D I really want to psycho myself to be happy despite the circumstances and adversities and smile but sometimes i feel super tired and drained. You know the feeling of being so uncertain bout your future? Like you really feel like you've blown it and you've just ruined your life with that decision or step? Sure it may all seem to easy to say God is in charge, but i really wanna believe that You will place me where you want me to be and that all these is really just part of Your big plan that You have in store for me. Yeah sure people might call me stupid, irresponsible and all other sorts of names, but i'mn going to tell them that it's Your plan. You planned my results, my posting, my lost of portfolio and everything. And i'm going to give everything to trust that You have greater things planned out for me! God, keep moving, keep doing what you need to do cos i will trust. Help me! (:

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