one word: PAIN - both physical and emotional. LOL x(
Yesterday after working went for dance practices, ohmygoodnessgraciousme, the worst (yet best) dance ever x( Choreography wise was nice and neat, but the moves make you sweat like .. heaven. Ah, the things we do for God's kingdom! Tham got like 20+ mosquito bites from yesterday after practicing outside Agape and the nasty mozzies got me too, 8 times! x( So apart from the mozzies, my back hurts SUPER bad; even sneezing and laughing can be painful x( So dance practice today was horrible. Had to bear with the pain and dance more and more and more. We really need to pray for favour. We only had 2 2-houred practices then here we come tech run! Oh dear dear dear x( On top of dance there are still drama rehearsals to chiong so yeah, there goes my holidays for the month of Jan and Feb x( But all for God's glory! ;D

Bumped into one of my favourite long lost senior Gideon Choo! ;D Thank me for remembering your surname please xD I smsed him ' Hello Gideon! :D Woooots i can see you! ;D ' Then he started freaking out and look around on the bus till he noticed me (: Went shopping today with janet and alison love! And really pleased with what i've bought. One bucket bag, heels, and my cardigan! ;D WOOOOOTS :D thanks to sweethearts for shopping with me today! (: Went down with Alicia to church for dance practice today and yeah, sweat and scream PAIN x(

PS:Yeah maybe you don't know how i feel towards you; maybe NO ONE knows at all except SOMEONE but sometimes i really wish you would know and then maybe you would reciprocate my feelings for you.I hate the way you always give me false hope to believe that maybe i should hang in ther for just awhile more just by saying two words; but then at the other moment u just suddenly say things that hurt me though u might not know it. But then again, how can i blame you. like i told SOMEONE , it's on my own accord that i chose to do all the things i do for you. Yeah maybe you THINK the treatment was for everyone but some are exclusive. Maybe it really isn't obvious how i feel bout you, but i guess we'll just let it be. I don't want to blow up matters and confess and all then what if you start ignoring me and decide not to treat me as a close friend anymore.I'm quite pleased with my status with you and i dare not ask for more. Just promise me things won't change alright? ;( It's amazing how one sentence from you can ruin my entire day and make my heart really feel pain. Then again, i really don't blame you and i don't want to. I just..really wish you would appreciate me more. For all the times i supported you in ur decisions, the times i was there for you to pray for you everyday and check up on you everyday (at least i tried)and make stuff for you spend all the money and time on you. You think i really have so much time - That as long as you're the one who call i would cancel all my other appointments with my other friends just so i can get to see you. But all these doesn't matter at all to you does it? Ah nvm, it's just gotta be one of those days. Maybe cos i never got to talk to you today. But i'll be okay. Cos i swear if anything happened and u started ignoring me i would go back to my old wrong habits..and i don't wanna mention it here. God keep me safe.

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