Sunday, February 10, 2008
Today went relatively good. Early morning went down to Chel's house to bai nian, then noon we were off to Bel's place to bai nian too (: After that was down to church for rehearsals. Received sms from ken asking for help for his 'vday homework' ;D Being absolutely nice, i went down to serenes in those killer heels then headed all e way down to Yishun to help him out with hui sze&shiwei and later joined by the 2 STARS xD Jiayou ken! :D NI KE YI DE :D
PS: my addiction to coke is not getting any better =/
______ looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
______ talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
[Chorus:]
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
______ walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
[Repeat Chorus]
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..
______ looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.
I can only wish - wish you meant what you said; that it wasn't just words used to comfort me. My hands are sore, my feet with blisters and my heart bleeding. It just sucked the life out of me to give you that smile and tell you everything was okay. It's not. Now all i want for my birthday is for you to know that actually i do care alot. Well the bad thing about having my birthday JUST before vday is the fact that ppl tend to be too busy planning what to do for their special someone that they tend to well, leave me out i guess? It's no wonder why i havent had any memorable birthdays.. So who's there to spare a thought for the singles? How hurt would one get if you had to sit in front of that someone, hear what he has to say bout how he would spend his valentines day, help him out with the girl of his dreams yet at the same time you wanna tell him that you care, alot? I gave and gave the best of me, but couldn't give you what you need. Walked away, and stole my life just to find what you're looking for. Well once you've made enough use of me, just dont throw me away okay? I know i'm stupid enough to be willing to stay and help and keep doing so much more in the background. I'm willing to, but i don't know why. Talked to _____ and _____ , and both scolded me for being stupid and silly. But i can't help it, can i? And i'm just not strong enought to have my heart broken again. PS: I love you.
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