& through tears and joy, i'll trust in you ;

Monday, March 03, 2008

Ah yes, stupid brainless and clumsy hannah sprained her neck for the second time in 2 years while she was sleeping. This morning i woke up feeling half paralysed and i feel retarded cos now my whole shoulder upwards is all stiff and i turn my body together with my head like a spastic robot =/ So i went down to the polyclinic for a check on my eye that has been giving me problems and shun bian check out my existing sore throat, flu and the JUST SUSTAINED neck sprain x( I got a haircut today before going to the doctor's and i think she just screwed my hair up! BOOOOO ;(

THE VERDICT: Eye infection, sprained neck, flu + sore throat = DOES NOT MAKE ME HAPPY. But in all things, we thank God! (: And i believe that God will definitely heal me :D The pain is unbearable and not being able to do anything and being stiff all over just makes it all the more irritating=/ AH, keep me in prayer friends, i want to get well soon! ; (

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Into your hands
I commit again
With all I am
For You Lord

You hold my world
in the palm of your hand
And I'm yours forever

(CHORUS)
Jesus I believe in You
Jesus I belong to You
You're the reason that I live
The reason that I sing
With all I am

I'll walk with you
wherever you go
through tears and joy
I'll trust in you

And I will live
in all of your ways and
Your promises forever

CHORUS

I will worship I will worship you forever

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Lord, i know how precious i am to You; and i know that You have many more great and mighty things in store for me. And God i know You see the struggles i'm going through now emotionally and mentally. Lord i really don't wanna succumb to my emotions and let them have a hold of me again. Father i really want to commit the friendship, the pains, the struggles and all that i'm facing all unto you. Not alone do i want to face this again. Make things right Lord, make all of it right again. I don't wanna keep relying on my own strength to sustain the relationship; and it all seems to one sided - like i'm trying all i can, yet the other party just runs further and further away. I believe in Your timing You'd make everything fine again. I really don't know how long it'll take and i don't know how long more i can take that cold shoulder but i believe Lord You will make it happen. And this is my prayer every day and every night that someday somehow everything will be okay again. That you'll be okay, and then maybe i'd be okay too =/ And sidenote, this is really depressing for me =/

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