DAE Sucessful! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

I'll be going to RP then (: Alot of emotions going through my head right now - uncertainly, insecurity, joy yet the feeling of loss and just so many more. But i want to claim the promises of God. With my score, it's hard to imagine i'll ever end up in RP so definitely God placed me there for a reason. So knowing this, i'm really going to give RP a chance and give myself a chance to excel in RP and make a difference for the Lord. Never again will i take a laid back attitude and slack it through but i'm going to work doubly hard to make it into UNI! I dont know what kinda ppl i'll meet, who will be the friends i'm going to rely on for the next 3 years in RP, how i'm going to adapt to the culture there but it's my heart's prayer that God will guard my heart and that i will stand true to my faith and not conform to the patterns and the wordly culture of the school. On top of all the adversities i'm going to face there, i even want to make a difference! Along with Luke, Clifford, Jean, Delise and myself, certainly God will use the small number to create a revolution amen? I will accept my destiny in RP! :/

Goodbye NP, hello RP. New life, new hope, new future.
Note to self: Dont look down on yourself Hannah, though there might be alot of people who got super bad scores and still can enter NP's course; there might be alot of people who are about to judge you the moment they hear RP; there might be ppl who tell you that RP's cert is not recognised; there might be people placed in RP that you'll dislike; there might be all of these. Butone thing's for sure, God placed you there so accept it however hard it is. Jiayou! You can do it and God will use you in ways you never imagined!

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I just went back to school to collect my O level certs, and shun bian went to look for my dearest teachers to catch up with them (: Everytime i go back to KSS or just walk by the school, i feel tremendously blessed to have entered that school. I remember when i was in sec 1 i totally dreaded the school! The strict DM, the awful teachers and the people there were incredibly childish. I decided to waste my life in KSS until perhaps near the end of sec 2 when i realised all the screwed up thinking was actually just coming from myself. Compared to EVERY other school in Singapore, i can really say that my school has the BEST teachers in town. Up till now, i CANNOT find any bad thing to say about any teacher because the teachers in my school either are good at teaching or a great friend, sometimes i find these 2 qualities in one teacher. 2 special mentions would be Ms Foo and Mr Foo. No they are NOT siblings nor are they related in any way, but these 2 teachers definitely made a difference(TREMENDOUS) in my secondary school education and in my personal life.

Class of 3A 06 and 4A 07 can certainly testify how Mr Foo has changed us. Academic wise, we were the 'cream of the crop' when it came to math. And our class is probably the most diverse class with super many different personalities though we had only 28 students. It was certainly a class that no teacher would want to take, but dearest Mr Foo put his job on the line to help this class to become more than achievers. I remember he often had to go into conflict and account to the horrendous principal why 4A's grades were so bad and why we never submit forms on time and stuff. Mr Foo was close to being sacked if 4A's maths results didnt meet standards. Even then, Mr Foo never gave up. Vday i remembered Mr Foo came esp early to class before all of us to place flowers on each of our desks to wish us happy Vday. Also he'd remember everyone's birthday and made sure the class sings that person a happy birthday song on that very day (: Even on his wedding anniversary, he'd bring his favourite dessert to share with all of us; it was jelly hearts which were just superb! He baked us tiramisu on children's day and designed the class tee for us! Well these are all physical things eh? The psychologic part of it is even more amazing u'll have to experience it to believe it. He never gets angry with us, nor did he once give up on ANY of us however hard it was. On top of just wanting us to excel in our studies, Foo never fails to spend time during lesson time to drop us little words of advice. Sometimes the class spends special moments with this special teacher; while he speaks, we cry sort of thing. Mr Foo has really done SO much for us. On more than one occassion, i was going through a tough period of time when the relationships around me seem to be crashing down. I cried in class and totally blanked out. Every morning Mr Foo would call me out for a half hour to one hour talk just to hear me out and advice me. I usually just start crying and blabbering everything to him and hear what he has to say to me. Sometimes he even skips his lessons just to talk to me and stuff. It was also because of this teacher that i decided to give Math a chance and try to give it a shot to excel in it, and mind you Mr Foo was there every step of the way to help me with it. To achieve a D7 is really beyond me but i did it! I can go on and on about how amazing this teacher is but yes, God is even greater to bless me with that teacher! (:



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