Sand sun sea + amazing company + great weather + good food + raw chicken = FUNFUNFUNFUN! :D

It started off with meeting the folks at habourfront mrt in the morning, having breakfast together before leaving for Sentosa (: Most of them turned up and attendance was around 25? Headed down to Sentosa, found a spot at 'Padawan' beach and settled down. Man, the sun was HOTHOTHOT! The hot scorching sand literally burnt up our soles lah! ; ( Games were good, thanks luke and brandon :D The gross-est of all was probably playing dog and bone with the raw kampong chicken; rolling it in sand, grabbing it by the neck and running around and stinking up the place with the horrendous 'aroma' from the poor chicken. And guess what we had for lunch?! CHICKEN rice. Hahahaha, well done huh :/
There were couple of injuries though. But it was amazing to see how God was in the midst of us even when we were playing our games. Brandon dislocated his shoulders, few of us got cuts and grazes from the games, justin fell and moved his muscle i think and the other justin's toe nail almost flew out :/ But! BUTBUTBUT! After praying, ALL of them recovered, the bones went back to where they are supposed to be and the pain subsided. Praise God :D
We played till around 6 plus when the sun started to set and after which we washed up and down we went to vivo for dinner (: The tan line i got is ugly, red, weird, funny and paiinful! I was wearing the green tank top and now there's really the shape of the tank top in red ;D Hhahahaha, owww :/ The other pictures will be on facebook's Youth For Christ account yeah? ;D

Saturday, Service-Fuel-Dinner :D Went down early as usual to try to fix up the birthday stuff and take a few photos and all, gathered messages and collected money and spent the rest of the afternoon talking to nat and ken. Fuel was hard! Cos sistereileen wasn;t around so the SPs had to take over and facilitate the entire cell from gell, grow and everything in between. Now i know how hard it is! Appreciate your leaders! ;D Dinner was good and funny! :D

Thank God for everything he's done over the past 3 days! For granting me a school, granting me great friends to fellowship with and a wonderful cell to be my family! ;D Just came back from RP, after going through the payment and admissions and all. HAIYO! Wed thurs fri orientation! Die, how to finish the birthday stuff? How to go shopping for clothes before school starts! I need to update my wardrobe! Or else i'll be wearing like the same clothes once every 3 days! ; ( NOT GOOD!

I'm letting go, for good. I was on the bus on friday while heading down for cell and this particular song played on my MP3; a song that never fails to remind me of you and all the things i've done for you. Sometimes i wished you would ask me who i like, then maybe there would be a chance to tell you. I never got the chance to tell you cos in your eyes, there's only her. Nothing i do would ever be good enough for you to notice. I told a couple of them, and the replies where all 'Praise God! Thank God! Yay!'. I'm so miserable! It's so hard to let go when i never even had the chance to embrace it! Some toldme that thisis the right time to tell you, but i dont see a need to anymore. I'm sick of having to fake that smile around you, to do so much that sometimes i feel absolutely drained - yet u NEVER see it. Yeah enough is enough. To just sit there and listen to you blabber bout so many things bout u and her and all the other crap, it still breaks my heart! ; ( But it doesnt matter to you does it? Where would you find someone as concerned about u as me? Where would u find someone as willing to sacrifice everything she has just to make sure you're hhappy and healthy? Well at least things aer going better for you now and i seem to see you smiling alot more. Sigh, God, see me through this period will you? ILY ;