I'M BACK! :D
Had so much urge to blog last night about alot of things but it was kinda late and time forbade me to do so : ( So i'm here again now to share my SP empowerment experience!
First day was games and more games. Not exactly games actually but TORTURING exericse - hate that word :/ Hahaha, so yes they drove my body mad and i was pushed beyond my limits basically so now my body is aching up down left right and literally everywhere. Hahaha :D BUT! I enjoyed myself because through everything i learnt alot of things. One VERY prominent lesson was PERSEVERANCE :D :D :D Although some people fell out during all the exercise, but we gave them 3 cheers too because we are one family in Christ. When people fall, we encourage them we cheer them on and we tell them that 'it doesn't matter, we still love you'. I was certainly very touched when i see how the leaders of Ignyte ministry could stand together as one even in the midst of 'adversities' and tell each other to hang in there! I'm so proud of all of you leaders! Glad to be part of this awesone amazing family!

Second day was more informal, very loose just sharing with one another stuff and having 'lessons' from PGC (: That session was super relevant and meant esp alot to me, i learnt many things! Title was 'How Can I Be A Good Influence?' I think all 9 points i've demonstrated well enough, but the stuggle was probably Engaging with my SB's and peers that i'm discipling. Sometimes God gives us an insight to what the person's problems are. PGC said '..i sense..' would be the right word to you not 'God told me so' cos that will be blackmailing God! At times i get alot of sensing from the Holy Spirit about different individuals and stuff that perhaps the person himself does not know. But then again, i'm afraid to tell the person that God has spoken to be bout certain issues in his/her life, fearing the person might take it the wrong way and in turn fall further and deeper. For example, i've been trying to tell one of the people i have been talking to that he/she has issues with something. Yet he/she refuses to acknowledge that flaw and instead of listening to be and working on it, in turn he/she continued in his/her ways and the r/s turned just abit sour. And that caused be to really be fearful about alot of things. During Q&A, i asked PGC how to share with people my sensing and what i would do if that person refuses to admit it. He said one very simple thing that i find absolutely hard to do - let go, continue to let them swim endlessly until they are willing to hold on to the rope to let the leader rescue him/her. Let go and leave it to them and to God. We can bring a horse to the water but we cannot force the horse to drink the water. I'm proud to say YES i have let go of tt person's issue and just let them be until maybe one day they realise it when God knocks hard on their door. Human cant do much except to keep having faith and believe cos ultimately the person who's going to change this will be God (:

Hahaha, and PGC shared some stuff about me but he didn't disclose my name to prevent me being embarrassed. I didn't know he had so much faith in me and that i gave him SO many problems lah! Haha, but it was truly the relentless belief in me from him and bro andy that made me want to prove to people that when leaders fall, they pick themselves up again and grow all the more faster and stronger :D :D :D Thank you leaders! After that we had Lcell and i led glorify which turned out pretty well! Thank you brandon for offering to play the guitar for me and create the whole atmosphere of praise unto God :D

Sum it all up, one entire day doing strenuous exercises under the rain, playing water bombs in the rain (what's the point right? :/ ) and taking air con-ed bus after tt = a very very very bad throat, my infected eye not healing, pathetic flu and terrible aches all over and a very pale hannah :/ I have a few pictures that are over due that i havent posted but i will do it soon okay! :D

PS: Life has never been so fulfilling. To know that i'm living my life to the best of what God wants me to be, to know that i have friends around me that i can count on and to know that even through adversities and trials, i can say that i am strong because God is on my side even when no one else is (: sidenote: if this is how you want to be, you're missing out bigtime friend. Everything may seem like its all going well now, but i believe that only when God fills your being, only then will u be truly filled. Miss this chance to come back or regret it friend. I still care for you/

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