Sunday, March 02, 2008
JONATHAN OH! Thank you so absolutely freaking much for talking to me for almost 2 hours late into the weeeee hours of 2nd March =/ I appreciate you always being there to lend me your ears whenever i needed to talk about it and when i felt super lousy till i was just about to cry. You never fail to cheer me up and make me feel like everything's really going to be okay. I can't say how much i thank you for everything buddy! :D Thank you SO much again (:
Anyway xiao qing wa, so sorry i couldnt talk to you ytd and 'so fierce' to you =/ Don't have a choice right? I promise to call soon :D Special treatment okay! *wink
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO UNCLE :D We just had lunch at some restaurant that had really bad service and caused Dad to complain bout soooo many things =X Tsk, now at his place to enjoy a superb dinner again later. AND AND AND! I gained weight - okay, DIET x( x( x( AHHHHHH!
You literally killed me, even without saying anything. I don't know what happened or what has'nt, but i reallyhope you would update me about things. It was one of those times where i just felt one thing - lost. I don't exactly like that feeling either. They all call you a *******, they call me stupid and silly. But i never bothered what they said cos i was just happy doing all these thingsfor you; though it pretty much drained me physically, emotionally and so does my pocket burn. All these, i never dared ask for you to return any of it, or to show an appreciation, but the very least you could do is to say 'thank you'? Maybe i havent done enough, but its beyond me already. I cannot think of how else to continue walking in this way and letting myself get beaten inside and out again and agaian. Tell me what it takes for you to be okay, and tell me what it takes to make sure you smile again? Cos i'mr ealyl at a lost of what to do =/
On the surface, this family has everything - God loving parents, a whole lot of siblings to 'enjoy' my life with and all the things people look for in a family. But let me give you guys one truth; it has nothing a family has.I'd walk with you,
wherever you go-
Though tears and joy,
I'll trust in You;
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