Sunday, May 18, 2008
K-LUNCH LATER WITH YING,TZE & MEI :DDDDDDD
How awesome is that? Hur, we spent alot of time bickering and deciding where to head cos like we're short of money ;( Boo, saving for missions and stuff, and of course reservations for my JB concert tickets in th event that they do come cos hey! If they come, i wont have the time to delay cos their tickets are known to get sold out on the day itself! Hur, gonna work for Dad (dread) in the 2 weeks of holiday with the PC show :/ I neeeeed money :/ But heck, for the fun of it, for the friendship, for the fun and joy they never fail to give me, i'll go (: And pay the price later :/ Hahaha ;D
Church ytd was good, slightly different but nevertheless i love(: Entered into deeper levels of worship and prayer with PGC's urge and i really felt a break through in the atmosphere. I started crying where i was, as i stood there - in awe of how God has worked, what He has done, how much He moulded me to be who i am today, and what He's about to do. I felt challenged to step out of my comfort zone, to proclaim my faith and live it out like really. I know people in school know tt im a strong christian, but when there are times when the class gets into debates and presentations and stuff that touch on christianity, i dare not fight for it. Though i will try to explain, but i let it go. And that's not going to be the way anymore.
5 things a friend needs to know about hannah:
1. Her faith is who she is. Dont play around with her God (:
2. Regardless of whether u're a close friend, regardless of whether she shows it, she doesnt like people to mention crude words/ curse & swear in front of her.
3. She will not and has never been to a club.
4. She will not drink,smoke or do anything that will harm her self.
5. Respect her decisions and choices even know u might not understand why she did the things she did. Because most of the times she isn't left with a choice.
" Hannah Lee, dont be afraid to follow your heart .. "
This is how much you make my heart spin & turn. Slept at 1plus this morning, and it's only 8am now. I was awake since god-knows-when and heck, i needed to blog out my feelings. (i so wanna switch to Livejournal but i really dont know how to make it all nice and dainty,urgh) I couldn't believe i heard the things i heard and felt the things i felt. How could it be? 完美的男生值得完美的女生.im afraid to love a perfect guy.afradid to love anone again.
you played with my heart strings,
and you left it hanging there ;
{edit 9.25pm}
Thanks (: It turned out a million times better than expected. I thought it would be awkward but seems i was glad, too glad to be exact. When we'd just spend couple of long hours that never seem to be enough looking at the playing tunes on the guitar,sky,lizards,talking rubbish and sharing!please,dont be silly.I'd tell u every single day of how amazing you are.dont look down on yourself alright (: you didn't make me wanna go home at all.anytime u need me,sit at the playground,shout my name,and i will be there.thank you so much,for all you've done - be it tangible or just feeling one anothers emotions and all.
不是我不要，是我不能。像爱却不能爱，比你还辛苦吧。。你，不会了解。爱，就一定要在一起吗？可能你不了解我的困难，说了，又有什么用，你会明白吗? 到头来，你还是不明白。到头来，没有人会明白。我不怪你，想走的话，告诉我。我会放你走。跟着我走，太辛苦了。我不想拖累你，更不想让你伤心又跟着我辛苦。你会后悔的。爱，不能简单一点吗? 你太完美了。It's a commitment to God and to myself. What is not from him i will not take.
' if i lay here, if i just lay here,
would you lie with me and just forget the world? '
you know what? i would.
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8:02 AM
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