It was going so well, until i received an sms telling me my dearest grandfather is on life support and in critical condition. Immediately i broke, in front of 24 other people. After about an hour, smsed mei to head down to NUH to perhaps see him for the last time. It wasn't easy, esp when even my sister wasn't strong enough to handle all of it. Managed to compose ourselves only when we were outside the ward, after a few doors we were face to face with the man we loved. 2 seconds, and that was all i could take. After breaking time and time again, had lunch with Dad, Sis & Tze and figured that since visiting hours were over, cousin sent us home. We headed down for bball according to planned, but the purpose behind was not to have fun, but to release alot of emotions. Ying joined us a little later and we went a little nuts (: It's 9.10pm and i spent the whole day out.

Several thanks to deliver on this very, bad day. My class (W15L you're awesome) and clique, from the girls to the boys. I was really touched esp with the guys, for the text msgs and the prep talk you guys gave me, i was pleasantly surprised. And the girls, really, what more can i say but thank you & i love you? When i was down and out, all of you were there to hold me up, give me hugs, talk to me, sms me, try to cheer me up and being there every step of the way. Really, i cannot thank you all enough. Lifen, Siew Chung, Gerald, Adeline, Bryan, Geraldine, YunQi, Amy, Jiahao, jooteng and so many others, i love you.

I think the one person i HAVE/NEED and definitely want to thank today would be Tze, without doubt nor second thoughts. Thank you, for leaving your friends and come down all the way from Marina to JE just to acc me to the hospital, for offering to pay for the taxi fare knowing i was super flustered and in a rush, for handing me tissues and giving me occasional pat on the heads and a firm hand on my shoulder to let me know that everything was going to be alright and that you'd be there, for being so concerned even for the little things like getting a supid burn, for acc-ing me the entire day, for running like mad despite your hurt leg all the way when i misplaced my handphone, for just being there to make me smile again - thank you from the bottom of my heart (: Really really, i think without you there today, God knows what state i'd be in now. Even without all you've already done, just for being there, it was really enough. I think i really embarrassed myself just now & was like in a total mess but i know it's alright. Once again, really thank you (: Lots of love.