Well, went for dental today. Horrendous. No pain, at all. But they're pushing forward the tooth at the back so i cannot bite my back teeth together and all so they made like 2 blocks of thingy on top of 2 of my back teeth (one left one right) and i'm going to rely on those 2 ONLLLLLLLY blocks to bite whatever im eating for the next month. OHMYGOSH CAN SOMEONE KILL ME SERIOUSLY? I can't even close my mouth properly now and smiling is horrendous! Crap :/ Expect many fats to dop off again :/ Stupid and there's BBQ tonight lah, eat what man? And i'm so tired im having second thoughts of staying throughout :/ Boo D: AND MY MR.NICE & GENTLE DENTIST IS GOING TO TAN TOCK SENGGGGG! D: That means i have to make a decision whether to follow him over to TTS or stay at AH and let another doctor attend to me. Whoa, i dont want. He's super nice! But TTS is soooooo far and i dont wanna go down alone everytime for appts D: Still considering! D: As for now i still hate the stinking 2 blocks :/ I'm gonna rest now, crap look at my post it's darn *frustrating*. Gah! Goodnight :/i am still happy, can i not be? & id really dont want things to change, not now (:
edit{8.55pm}
Hooray i'm back from the class bbq, left early cos tired and yang offered to go back too so i had a long nice awesome walk with him back home. Yay, it's been so long since we've met and still we can talk bout anything and everything. That's my yang ;D Was there earlier than all the others (whoa organiser say 5pm but he himself not there huh! i wonder who *ahemJENNahem*) The BBQ was good, but i couldnt eat much. I was more happy seeing all the 4A folks there and talking and all :D These 2 people made me super happy.

Few of the handsome and pretty girls of 4A ;D

As usual, there're always honor rolls at every major gathering ;D Junjie takes tops! :D Stupid bugger almost gave me another good reason not to turn up today cos he said he wont be able to come cos got training. But i went in the end, then suddenly he appeared Hahahahaha made me super happy! :D Gave him alot alot of hugs cos i cannot get enough of junjie! Bodoh i think i missed him the most xD Cos he was my pal pal buddy buddy in class and confidante and bio lesson crasher and secrets person and all xD Eh you stupid person! I miss you already! :D Have dinner soon together with the usual 4A ppl please?! Jiayou hor! :D
Hahaha, next of course yang yang! :D Wohoo, u're super skinny and built now (: Eh i had an awesome talk with u on the way back! You happy xin fu man! :D *secret secret* Hahaha actually not secret lah xD Must continue xin fu hor i like happy yang yang ;D Take it as it comes anything u know i'm just an sms, a call, a tag, or an msn msg away! :D Let's jiayou and be xin fu together! :D
Xuan xuan! :D Hahaha still comes out of my mouth everytime i see you. Xuan xuan~ Hahaha ;D You clown still make me laugh as hard, and i'm still the only one who'll entertain ur hilarious rubbish and actions xD Hahaha ;D
OF COURSE MY GIRLS! :D Sexy you all grow up already pretty people :D BIG HUGGGG! :D

See i told you i can't smile :X Urgh, depression please! Someone feeeed me! I can eat, but super slowly and makes me darn pek chek and stop eating eventually :/ Gah! Tired tired! Please sleeeeeep!
gah,you know, honestly it's getting hard to handle your very occasional swings, i hope you understand. nevertheless, i'm still trying - i always will (:and i'm truly sorry if i said anything unintentionally tt has hurt you D: sorry..