I know i havent been updating! Been kinda busy, with rehearsals and other stuff. Just got home from chalet & stayover for a night at chel's house, leaving me drained like a moron. But look at what the time is now. No sleep for 2 days and ha, im still here blogging on 21Aug. Well let's just say, things have NOT been going well AT ALL for apparent reasons. So yes, all happy blogs and stuff are on hold as of current. Blogging has been RAMPANT on private. If u are interested in my life thenlet me know, i dont invite ppl who care on the surface & not bother reading my posts anyway.

I can't sleep when everything i ever knew is a lie without you. I can't breathe when my heart is broke in two, there's no beat without you. You're not gone but you're not here, i dont know how to let you go. I don't wanna fight no more, i forgot what we were fighting for, and this loneliness that's in my heart, won't let me be apart from you.. I don't wanna have to try to live without you in my life. Remember that i made a vow that i would never let you go. I meant it then & i mean it now, and i want to tell you so.