Wednesday, August 06, 2008
so i tuck it all away,
like everything's okay;
if i make them all believe it,
maybe i'll believe it too.
真的有那么明显吗?为什么过了几天了,我的妆还要花的那么重。伪装一切是好得,一切没问题。但是,我好吗?为什么一被碰,眼泪就会忍不住流下来?闷着气,忍着泪,会那么痛苦?有人来保护我吗?心里,真的很难受。不明白事情现在的状况-你,可以告诉我吗?
howcome even jiahao told me this,
' 你的心,好像在下雨。小女生,自己一个在雨中,每雨伞,走着走着。' 昨天的我已经装得有模有样了,可是为什么他会看得出?
{edit 10.00pm}
Auditions went GREAT with the capital G (: Char, Isaiah, Eugene, Reuben and DEEEEREK was there which made things SUPER funny like me calling derek 'kor', which felt so weird i just had to stick with eugene cos calling him kor was so much better. Well well char and isa made me laugh like crappppppp so it was super enjoyable. The one who made the day was definitely DEREK, havent seen him in WEEEEEEKS D: longest ive gone without him uh! Oh well, his Os are on the way and prelims are tml! Woohoo, all the best dee (: Yes yes i know u boost my ego, u're a great brother too :D LOOOOOOVE YOU!
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