Sunday, September 28, 2008
Sometimes, life just makes a fool outta you.
People come, people go. & like it or not, they leave footprints; big ones, small ones, everlasting ones, or faded ones. At times we forget to appreciate the people around us, and when things go terribly wrong, when God decides to take them away, what else can we do, but sit, watch & cry? Life is short, horribly short. No one knows when our last day will be, no one knows when the next wave will hit us and take us away almost in the blink of an eye. And we question God, why, why? Why this person, why now? The worst thing of all, is not being able to do anything, but to lend our support, love, and extend our prayers and believe together with them. Scary isn't it? Friends, learn to appreciate those around you, because you'll never know when will be the last time you see them, or when the last time for u to tell them that you love them will be. Dont wait, because time doesn't wait for no man.
Met denise & gang at botanics last morning, and had a great time with them there, first wave, more photos will be up soon (:
Headed down to church, met up S.Eileen, and had a talk, PGC's turn on Tues, Andre's prayer, Delia's talk, just made me feel .. worst. And then over dinner at Serene's, i got an sms. I tried to hold my tears in very, very hard. I dazed the entire night, till when i got home. FuWei called to check up on me, i didn't want to lose it, but i did & i let it go. I cried long & haNord, and cried out all my pain, all my worry, all my fear, all my hurts. He told me things that made sense, things that told me 'With God, anything's possible', things that make me wnat to give it one last shot to have faith in the things i cannot see. It ended with a short,sweet, yet effecient prayer. Lord, i hope you heard it. I know you did. So please, no.
Today's denise's birthday (: Dearest, i hope this will be your best birthday yet! For all, thank you. You've been the best gift God has blessed me with so far. Without you in my life, i dont know how it'll be like. Let's look forward together, to believe, to love, and to share. I love you, really.
Not now. Please. I'm helpless as i can be.
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Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.
Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart.
If you don't, you might break theirs.
Have u ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own.
When you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much,
For fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we;
Afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.
What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)
What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?
de a'More ;
4:02 PM
hannahlee