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After school saw myself with Adham, Denise, Liyana, Chong, Ben, BK, Fiqa and Zuhrah to celebrate Fiqa's birthday (: It was heart warming even though it was just the few of us. We talked, about quite a bit of stuff, shopped around W1 forum, then walked back to CWP to train home with the 2 fellas (: Science was so easy that it was screwed up cos the faci kept fighting with us. Like seriously. Urgh. & uh, why do i always look so unglam beside denise? HAHAHAHA!
Home-d. Camwhore-d with sister :D Fruit fight and all that madness. Hahaha. We bathed, then we came out without combed hair then took photos. Then combed till super straight and take again, then started random shots for nothing. Then FRUITS. HAHAHA :D then she got distracted by youtube :/ It's all about being unglam, so pardon us :D



Changes. Everyone does eh? Time changes everything. I was suddenly so filled with disappointment that my mood was totally ruined today. So near, yet so far. He/She used to be the conversations starter. I'd online all night long just to talk till he/she go offline after talking the entire night. However horrible i was feeling i would be there without fail. That was what friends are for. I was brought back to the time when a group of friends got into a quarrel with me just because i was trying to include another group of friends into our group so no one's excluded. Then all of a sudden, after gelling for idk how long, things changed. Rmemeber how u hated one another, now this? That 'i dont care what you guys think or do to me' is seriously turning me and everyone else off. Where's the ______ we know? Never, never did i expect things to be like this today. Thought it was a forever friendship. I used to have a thousand options to turn to when i felt horrible. Now, i scroll down my list of names as the tears roll down and i couldnt find anyone of you to be there. Not anymore. Little did i know, it couldnt withstand that small storm. Crushed. But, you and your derisive comments. I am, utterly disappointed. I pray for a greater portion of love, but it isnt the case. We're of different frequencies. Its not about loving you cos i do, its about .. you.