
Really thankful that the past week has been awesome so far! School's been getting better and better. And even this week has started off pretty well :D With Oh and did you know our relationshp with the opposite class has improved so much? HAHAHA :D It is amazing, how we communicate through writing on the class, passing KFC over, going down supposed-ly to watch SOMEONE(*ahem) bask, and all that, just sweet. So hooray and thank God! :D :D :D Makes hannah a really really pleased and happy girl (: Yes though very tired and VERY busy, but contented. Even now i'm multi-tasking between RJ, sending photos for approval for pubs, blogging, smse-es and all that. Just got home not too long ago, right. Super drained today, carrying the stuff was horrible, heavy and bad. The photoshoot went well today. I super have the urge to post it up but i can't cos it's for pubs this weeek D: AWZZXXZ. OKAY SO THERE'S UT TML SO CHAOS PEOPLE :D LOVE YOU ALL.
PS: You know sometimes i just wonder, how things turned out to be how they are today. It's weird, how some people are just nice no matter what rubbish you throw at them, how much advantage you take of them. Yet there are some, no matter how much love you shower on them, how nice you are to them, the friendship you bless them with, it's just .. sorta useless. It doesn't work for them. I am so sick and tired of all of it. The spirit, isnt there anymore. It all came apart, detached, leaving no trace of reminisce. I tried to fight back the tears, & i know you guys were too. It's hypocritical, and such an irony. How tongues wag behind our backs, how love and friendship is all part of a charade that's always on parade, how every hug seems to just be a facade. I'm tired of waiting for things to change, i'm tired of being the one trying to make things change, i'm tired of facing it each and every day, i'm tired of being transparent and used, i'm tired of being taken advantaged off, i'm tired to hang on to something i know is never gonna return. Plastic. So much for all that we've shared. ALL of us. Realise how sad the situation is now? It ached my heart today, it really did. I looked around, and came to a realization. Things are never gonna return. Do you know that too? I saw hurt, i saw anger, i saw loneliness, i saw a need for acceptance, i saw guilt, i saw a lack of self esteem in those eyes. Why? Thought you'd be happier, better off. Guess i thought wrong. But biting the handS extended to you, wasn't at all a good move. Contention? Maybe not, esp when all of this means SO very much. But for sure, i'd remember the spirit all of us used to carry (: Blessings all.
HAHAHA i've been so happy so far. Been so long since i've smiled & laughed like this so thank you barbie a.k.a dumbo, silly nut, teddy bear, stalker, slacker, emo pangsai, 99% straight, 11:11pm, POSER, worry nutcase, xIa00 w3Izxzxx, yo partner and the sweetest thing on earth (RIGHT!), which also known finally as SONGWEI and to you, you and all the other yous! :D HANNAH IS HAPPPPY, seriously.
below are 2 classic chats that i'd share. HAHAHAHA :D