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LE CROWNED;

hunnyQ hannahlee
13021991
kranjisec, republic polytechnic
tcc, ignyte drama&dance ministry


YOURS ALWAYS;
God-Centred
wherever you lead i will follow.

TALKS;




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THE WANTS;

♥ GROWING IN GOD!
♥KENCHUA
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♥ ENDLESS SHOPPING!
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♥ NEW PHONE :D

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♥ DO WELL IN RP!
♥ UNITED FAMILY
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ARCHIVES;
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Sunday, November 09, 2008
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness?What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So friends, no matter how often we talk, or how close we are, be it now or in the past, you've made a significant difference in my life - and that's why you're here.

Dedication followed by photo. There're definitely the old ones, and the new inclusions. Some will be less elaborated on, because there are just too many. But know that i handpicked and wrote every single word specially right from the bottom of my bottomless heart (: PS: this post is only over the year. The rest that have made a difference before or have MIA-ed for the past year wldnt be here, i guess (:

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ESTHERLEEJIAXIAN MEI MEI: Can i just skip you. You're my sister for God's sake! Who doesnt know what role u play in my life?! Hahaha! All i can say is, i wouldnt be here if mummy decided not to give birth to you. LOVE YOU MEI :D




DENISE: Another few months have past. & i still thank God for bringing you into my life. It's super clear and obvious how much of a difference and how big a role you play in my life. It might just seem like just another friendship. But no, to me it means more than just that. I've found myself being reliant on you, being concerned for you, wanting the best for you even if it means scolding you or you scolding me back. I've learn so much from your courage, your encouragement, how you are an example for me to live life. That's how much you mean to me love. Stay strong, and i love you.


LIYING! :D There you are again. It's been like the dont-know-how-many dedication for you already luh. HAHAHA. Over the past months, so many things happened again! 'When i think of all the hell & heaven we've been through, i think it explains our tight bond today - when i can predict your reactions, your next move, even before u call me on the phone i knew u would. I can never hide any secret from you and that's how much you mean to me. The shit times are over now, and i also thank you for trusting me even when there was so much going on that would potentially harm our relationship. Thanks for making me cry, laugh and go nuts for you lah! ' (taken from previous shoutout) I think this chunk means alot. Thoughout the different occasions that have taken place over the course of these few months, our frienship yet again moved to another level - until i can say i even thought of you being my lesbian partner and how long we'd last together! :D Thanks dear, for always allowing me to update you and rant and complain and being there for me. & really really thanks, for standing by me, during that period of time when i was wondering who i am and trying to figure things out. Your assurances really helped me pull through alot of things (: Hahaha. I think everyone that knows me will know how much u mean, so i dont need to further elaborate :D (but actually this post very elaborated le)Love you.


DEREK LEE. I'd always remember how much you've invested and spoke into my life. I think you're another person people who know me will know cos i always tell them of how tight a r/s we have although we meet once a week, dont have alot of time for one another sometimes, yet when we meet up and sms and msn and talk, it goes beyond so many of the other superficial things compared to friendships when we meet everyday. I think God really forgot to put u into my mother's stomach lah. You're a brother i never had. For always willingly letting me call u to rant and stuff, yet at the same time u slap me in the face without making me loose my ego & till now u're still e only one capable of that.You really dont know how significant a role you are in my life. Your hand, ears and heart have always been a driving force behind me and i thank God for you everyday. I LOVE YOU DEEEREK! :D You're definitely my gift from God (:

BEL & CHEL: The girlfriends. It's been coming 6 years since we knew one another. And ive enjoyed every moment of knowing you gorgeous girls. It always warms my heart when i look at our pictures, when we hang out, have sleepovers - knowing that sometimes we dont really havetime to meet up or talk together yet i know i can still call you girlfriends. We've beenthrough so many things together and whenever i think of the times i ran up to one of your houses to cry and spend the night there cos of stuff, or when we were in church or at home and felt the urge to shed a few tears, we were there for one another. & that has created a whole much of difference in my life, so thank you girls. And may our friendship continue to grow like never before (:



TANSONGWEI: Hey sweeet :D This is sweet,sexy songwei. I think people who've been reading my blog and updated bout my life will know who you are. Hahaha :D Wow, it's only been less than a month and we seem so attached already. HAHA. You've just made this phase in my life so much more enjoyable, added so many smiles unto my face everyday (and i mean everyday) with constant texting, late night & in school MSNs, your occasional dates, walking me here and there in and out of school, your splendid company, getting me bubble tea & all the other nice cool sweet stuff and how you never fail to cheer me up and boost my ego when all i do is to ask you to eat humble pie. HAHA :D You mean many many in my life and i'm glad i stalked you. HAHAHA look who's stalking now yo. Thanks a million for being there for me sweet (: I want you to know that i really appreciate every single thing you've done or said, really alot, like truck loads! LOVE! :D & tell me this isnt gonna change (:



DRAG FONGFUWEI: Fellow cast from EXIT, got to know you somehow or another and then find myself looking up to you! You've really been a positive influence in my life just like songwei and i've learnt so much from you. I guess the most significant thing i remember you doing for me was when you called me, and i just brawled my eyes and emotions out in front of you. To me it meant a great deal. You were not only there to assure me, comfort me, you were also there to teach me and pray for me and with me. & every week playing those stupid games, weekly smses of encouragements that make me laugh and smile, has made me very pleasing (: Thank you, for making this count (:



SIEWCHONG: 'A forever friend - and nothing less.' I literally have to thank you for everthing. Your ears - to always hear me out, my rambings and rants, your hands - to always help me carry stuff, your feet- that always walk with me to accompany home or to buy tidbits and stuff, your mouth - to speak words of encouragement and jokes to alawys hear me out. It's been a few months since the last dedication & so many things have changed. It only made it clearer to me how big a part you play in my small life. As i look back a previous post and the different scenarios in my life, i realised that withot you, i probably wouldnt be how i am now. It really helped to know that know i can count on you now, and in time to come - be it big secrets, gossips, or just needing a listening ear and some advice (: You've made a HUGE difference, nokidding. I love you chong! (:



YUNQI: Hello QQ (: I'm sure you're surprised you see yourself here. Well like i said, i'd remember you for life. & when it comes to MY life, you will definitely always be a part of it. From Apr 7 2008 till now and for quite a long time more. The moment you stepped into the first phase of my life in RP, i know you'll be stuck in place here, somewhere in my heart (: I've mentioned alot alot of times in the cards i write, in my posts, through smses, msn-s and all that without you in RP or part of W15L, life would be different. I will never forget the times we spent tgt training, msn-ing tons tons tons in class, going out tgt, you doing all your silly little things to make me laugh, cry, get angry, worried and all that! We've been there and done that. & i'm glad you were in that season of my life. However things seem right now, i wnat you to know my promises to you are always true, whether or not you've forgotten yours or ours. Thank you my friend, you played a great role & made a big difference in this life (:


JIAHAO: Man of few words and feelings. Yet i've learnt so much from you. During our train rides back home, to school, here and there, walking to school and all that - our long talks never fail to make me think & reflect. You're the most partial, most (hmm how shall i put it) mature and gentle person? Never fail to make sense, never fail to bring light to me (sounds so 'whongg') and that's what always amazes me about you. Being part of the 'dragon 5', of which i'm close to 4, it's no wonder how much i've grown attached to you, and also making my day everyday in class. Thank you, for always knowing how i feel, though i hide it behind my smiles yet you never fail to be able to see right through my masquerade. Thank you for all you've spoken into my life (:


AH BEN: Dont think i forgot you hor, i never this time! :D hahaha, great, it's amazing how we got closer only after a significant incident uh :D Hahaha but im glad in any case that you came into my life (: Thank you for all your support and msn msgs that kept me going! :D It might see little on your part but to me it's big! and your hot shots and all that, thank you ahben! :D You're a friend i can count on :D


W15L Clan: Hey lovables, first week of school, remember? (: I won't be able to say how much each and every single one of you have affected/impacted/played a part in my life. From catching my many tears i shed in class, to our unexplainable bond, to the smses that always encourages me, to our camwhore frenzy like dnt know 900+ photos? :D Though there were times when ties were strained, i want you all to know, that each and everyone of you has a special place in my heart & that you all are very very dear to me. I may not say it much or show it much, but please know that you all mean the world to me (: Thank you friends.


DAVID: Hey honey! :D Poof, you're here on my blog again! :D Hahaha, yeah though we've been kinda busy this period of time that we hardly meet up already but i still want to thank you for so many thingsyou've done in my life. You've never failed to make me smile sweetheart, its no wonder i call you my 开心果 (; You shower me with every bit of joy, love and concern possible over the period of which we've known one another. As random as it seems, from friendster to where we are now, i really thank God for you! From your constant ily texts to keep me going to the jiayous, to phonecall and msn convos, thank you for always being there for me and keeping a smile on my face (: We'll meet up soon yah :D



DELIA: We've known another for quite awhile now, probably 6 years too! :D Hahaha, i remember being good friends with u bel chel and the whole bunch, until probably sec 2, we multiplied and split. Then over the years, it was rather rocky, there wasn't a platform built on our friendship. That's when cell came into play this year. Finding you, reuben and justin in my cell came as a relief and joy. From there, i think God worked in one way or another and caused us to want to be accountable to one another, and allowed u to step into my life again and me step into yours - with shopping, weekly gossips & updates and the fun we have tgt in church & out of church sometimes (: You might tell me you havent done much, or that this is just another friendship, but i can tell you very firmly that without you, there wouldnt be as much joy in my life. I wouldnt realise the meaning of having friends to rely on, and counting my blessings - which you are (:



JUSTIN (far left)& REUBEN (far right) : What i would call, the brotherhood. HAHAHA :D You two make a great bunch. Justin, my SB. I know you were shocked when i mentioned your name yesterday during cell but i really do thank God for you. It might not seem like much but actually you do play a part! You make cell enjoyable, and you make me understand what faithfulness is when isee you growing and serving mroe (: And i also know what you'd be there if i needed to talk too :D Reuben, my bro. After having acted with you so many times, and knowing one another sine passion ministry's time and only getting closer this year cos of cell, really thank God for you. I dont know how it started but i remmeber after i met PGC up and going for rehearsals, i felt compelled to speak to you and i teared when i spoke to you. Afrom then on, it was week after week when we came to be accountable to one another, speak into one another's life, being there to pray for me and encourage me, lend an understanding heart that never fails to bring a warm smile onto my face. I cant thank you enough for this friendship bro, and may it continue to blossom! :D


FABIAN: Buddy! :D Great, finally i'm done, last one yo! HAHAHA :D great :D Lets see, i'v only started to get close to you when? During cell this year i guess (: Hahaha, and over the short period of time, i know this friendship is God centred, how great is that! Thank you for playing a part in my life, to encourage me, to chill out in cell and church. It's awesome that i've found a friend in you! :D ANd i appreciate u opening up to me alot alot (: Really,lets keep this friendship going okaY! :D You're covered in my prayers (:


Leaders, S.Eileen, B.Andy, S.Esther : The one word i can use when i think of you 3 would be the word investment. Countless times, when i was more helpless than EVER, you guys were there, to guide me, teach me, encourage me, love me, and invest in my life. Give of your time (meet ups, phone conversation, msn conversations), your effort (to make sure you're there 24/7 and i really mean 24/7) , your money (all the texts), and your patience with me during the times i wouldnt budge and listen to what you were saying. It's your stubborn and relentless belief in me that has really brought me to where i am today, scaling greater and higher heights.



JANET&ALISON: How can i miss you 2 sister bunch out? Always there for me, singing with me, accompany me to SPC to buy stuff, cheer me up, hanging out and all that every week (: Appreciate you girls alot. You girls are just like sisters to me and i really pray that we'll continue to function like that. I want the best for you! :D Love you babes :D





NATHANAEL TAN: Long lost childhood friend :D HAHAHA :D Hello nat. Okay, i've known u since forever so i dont know where to start. i guess we only got closer prob a year or 2 ago after battlecall camp luh. Well but just within those years, our friendship speaks volumes. I trust you with my secrets, and you trust me with yours. I'm there to comfort you, just as you're there to comfort me. So thank you, for that midnight scary phone call, the smses, the times u acc me down to church just to give me ur support and calm me down when my emotions and thoughts were getting in the way. And the times you were there to share thick & thin with me, the occassional great dinner dates to catch up and all, & allowing me to find a friend in you. Thank you nat! May our children be childhood friends too uh! :D



CHINRONG: Hey best! :D It's been quite awhile since we hung out uh, can't wait till ur Os are over! :D Well to start it off, you were a prayer that God answered. I remember facing a hard time early this year and i asked God to bring new friends into my life. & poof, all of a sudden i found you, ken, nat and all the others :D Thank you, for all the support you've lent me over the year. From my O's, to relationship issues and so much more. It's really been a joy having you in my life (: I LOVE YOU BEST! :D



\SHAUNICE: Surprise surprise :D Hey dear! Although we hardly see one another now, i still wanna say my piece of thanks to you for also making a difference in my life. Amongst all the YTSS ppl, u're the second one i knew, apart from Nat who was first due to our longgg history. Haha :D You might ask, thank you for what? But dear, those times when late at night i needed to talk to someone, when i needed someone to confide in, when i needed advice, when i needed someone to understand me, i could rely on you and call you/sms you. Those times i really treasure (: So thank you for helping me pull through seasons in my life ;D



HANNAH OO: Hey my favourite girl! :D How've you been doing sweetheart? I miss you! It's been quite awhile since we've spoken but nevertheless, you're never forgotten nor will you go unappreciated by me (: Like shaunice and the rest, it's been a great joy getting to know you (: Why do i call you my favourite girl? Because both you and i went through the same kinda struggles! We understood one another, and i could always relate to you and count on you to understand when no one did, or when no one does. & that means so much to me! So dear, i appreciate it during those times when i would hug you and cry, when i felt so attached to you that when u cry i would hug u and cry along. Be strong okay, and carry the fire! :D I love you, 24/7 here for you okay! :D


JON OH! Mega listening ear, happy freak, confidante, supporter and etc etc. Hahaha :D You have just got to be the very best :D From always making time to send me a short text to ask how i'm doing, to spending hours on the phone with me and during dinner and church and everything you've done and taught me from your positive spirit :D Thank you, again without you, i wouldnt have been able to make it through that season in my life (:


KEN SEAH: Can't miss you out can i? Hahaha :D What more can i say? You've been such an amazingly great friend to me. As mentioned alot of times before, you've never failed to be there for me to talk alot of sense into my head and for me to learn from. Now that's something i really thank God for! (: Alot of times when i needed a ear, helpful advice, or just a matured mind to understand some of my thoughts, i knew u were there. Ha, so much for the hu-ha that happened between us at times eh? I'm glad it's all over now, and lets hang out altogether again after Os which is SOOON! :D Jiayou ken, keep pressing on. & ps: your PUSH keychain's still on my key! :D


YTSS folks: You guys just mean the world to me and all of you know it! :D & i thank God everytime for every single one of you and how you guys have influenced and made a difference in my life one way or another. All our dinner dates never fail to leave me feeling satisfied & pleased :D HAHA. Blessings from God you all are (:




Dance people; Eliza, Char & Tham: Though we girls dont talk like SUPER often or what, i enjoy all the dances we have tgt. And the times we sat down to talk like last dance outing, knowing that though u all are older than me, i also know that we can still talk and laugh about anything and everything. & especialy for tham, you've taught me what unity is. How you were there for me to sms and talk to me when i was down, there to bicth with me and i cld always count on you to be there for me and give me great advice. Thank you dear, i wonder how it'll be like once u graduate D: But i wish you the best babe, thanks for everything (:

Lighthouse cell: People whom i share my life with. Every saturday's different cos of you guys ;D



AMANDA(center): Hello dear girl, i've only known you for what, 8 weeks? I remember you were in my grp for the secondday and at first i didnt really imagine that we'd be good friends and like a clique. But who knows! Slowly our friendship started to develop, we started to bitch about the same people, shop online, slack tgt, encourage one another, go for breaks together & letting me call u and be paranoid :D E35D is made better cos of you (;
DAPHNNE(right): Sweetheart, think first day of school with you already. & honestly i didnt have a good impression of you. I thought you were fierce! :D Little did i know, you're probably the sweetest thing, very nice too! :D Your little actions like accompanying us down despite eating already touches me (: And all the times you wld tell me 'i'll come back and talk to you later okay? Dont worry lah.' It might seem like nothing but know that i treasure this friendship alot, & i know i can rely on you :D


MARTIN: HAHAHA! :D The only male from E35D that's featured here! :D Great. You know you always make me laugh no matter what you do luh. Class sometimes really is super mundane without you. & there have been a few times, whether you remmeber it or not where u tried to cheer me up with your silly antics and smses/msn convos and all that rubbish you give me. & hey, 'being the wise old man that you are and telling me that you all love me' really touched me there and then. You might appear to be all 'i-dont-care-hooots' but i really think you're differerent and soft. (say aw please) HAHAHA! It might seem like nothing, but you make life enjoyable and free & i've actually caught unto ur spirit alot :D Hahaha thank you for that yo! :D Appreciate you many martin! :D


GIN DEAR: You might ask, what do i have to thank you for? Alot! :D First, for the 3-4 hour phone conversation till late late late at night even though u have work the next day. For all the things you've shared me that taught me much, gave me courage, open my eyes, move on. I've really drawn alot of strength from you & gathered so much warmth from you. You could very well leave me alone cos i dont have anything to do with you, but you didn't. Instead, you were the one who opened up the doors for me to come in, to be there to want to help me and not hurt me. That really touched me to the max, really. So thank you, without you i dont think i would have let go. Oh & the lunch treat and that outing too (: Appreciated, kept deep deep here (:



\YANG YANG & JUNJIE: The 2 guys from my secondary school that influenced and made the most difference in all my years in KSS :D Known both of you for all 4 years in KSS, but only got closer when we were in 3A - 4A 3 years ago (: It was then that our friendship grew. I knew both of you were always there, taking turns to sit beside me, cheer me up, talk to me, entertain me, teach me math & physics (HAHA!), bitch and all that! :D I'd always remember, during the times i quarrel with qinrong, get into trouble with teachers, when things happened at home, when i cry my eyes out and there was no one who succeeded in stopping the tears and bringing a smile on my face, you two were there - the 2 ppl who never failed to talk sense into me, allow me to share deep deep stuff with you and assure me and comfort me. Thank you, alot alot. And just for that, you've made a difference (:


THE GIRLS OF 3A-4A: Hey babes! :D Hahaha, the bunch that never failed to stand up for me, work with me, play with me, support me, cheer me on. I'll never forget that day, when my life fell apart & the moment i stepped into class i cried. Immediately the teachers called off their lessons to give me a break and talk to me. I remember vividly, how all of you surrounded me, talking to me, asking me how i am, talking sense into me(though at tt point everything's senseless), and making me happy! Thanks for all the times we've shared at hip hop competitions, bbqs, prom and all! :D KSS is memorable cos of you (:


QINRONG: I shan't elaborate on hw i spent 2 years of my life with you (: Thanks, for all the support - literally. Wish you the very best! :D

DEQIANG: Ke ai! :D Another God orchestrated meet up (: Hahaha :D From your sister's & my cousin's 21st first birthday where we first lay our eyes on one another. Hahaha, from there our story began (omg sounds so lovey). And till now, wow all the things we've exchanged, the promises you gave me still stand true (: So thanks ke ai, for the many meet ups despite you being busy in army, for the time you sent me home on you bike and for the smses that tuck me into bed at night (: Thank you sweeet! :D
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So i just wanted to tell all of you, that even if i never talk to you again ever in my life, that you are special to me and you have made a differene in my life & for that, i sincerely thank you. for playing a role in my life's story. You've made this life a memorable one worth living for. & HANNAH LOVES YOU ALL!

Last but not least, thank God for creating each of you and bringing you into my life (:
PS: I took 5 days to finish this, this is massive! :D Im so proud of myself ;D


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