Thursday, April 09, 2009
IN THE MONTH OF APRIL (part1.)
Ah yes, april is half over now! Oh dear, means school is starting in a week! YIKES. I just realised i havent shopped for year 2 clothes, havent got my dance shoes, havent lost weight too! To spoil it all, my maid helped me waste 3 weeks of my holidays doing housework D: she went back to Phillippines for holiday, leaving me and mom home to work work work. It's been really crazy, waking up early everday, before washing up u get tasked to do something, cooking for 6 people, washing dishes, folding the clothes of 6 people is just abit crazy! Explains the lack of updates and photos too. BUT TODAY, i felt like blogging.So april, birthday month man! Super losta birthday babies.
First of which today's his special day is none other than my brother good friend nathanael - someone i grew up with (: We dropped by his house to surprise him today with cake and our absurd appearance, and snapped away. I'l upload his baby photos another day (: But as for today, this short paragraph is for you (:
Dear Nathanael,
I've known you almost all my life now - it's nice how our parents got to know one another even bfore they got marrried, then having cell together, which means me and you being put in baby room or computer room together. You then came to ignyte later 2 years ago i think. I was skeptical talking to you then because you not only MIA-ed for a few years, it was weird having to start a conversation with someone i grew up with but had not seen for ages. But i'm glad i did (: I remember our weekly meet up at Macs, where we get our HTHTs and share deep dark secrets, asking one another for advice. I also remember how when we cried and teared and smiled, that we were there for one another physically, mentally, emotionally and of course spiritually. The friendship continue to grow, up till now - knowing i dont have to put on make up with i'm with you, no need for false fronts or afraid to be embarrassed because you're someone i can trust myself to, unglam or not (: Thank you for being such an awesome friend, retarded at the same time (p.s how we hold hands and jump like jellybeans at the back after service ends HAHA).
Much love,
Hannah (:

After which will be
P.Gary's birthday TOMORROW
10 April! :D
I know he wont be reading this but i want to tell everyone how much i love pastor gary. THIS MUCH, like really THIS THIS THIS MUCH! Though he has already moved on to sail greater heights in the Creative Ministry and district pastor, i still want him to know that without him, i wont be the hannah i am today. Really, i know people just say say for fun, but it's true. I think i wont be in church now, i will be looking for love in all the wrong places, most probably getting myself into a big mess - if not for him. But now i'm happy, i'm leading a life pleasing to God, getting allthe love i can get from friends and family, and serving him as a leader (: Thanks for all the times you availed time despite your busy schedule to meet me up, buy me ice cream, tell me you believe in me even though i disappoiinted you time and time again. & even though u're not my pastor now, thanks for the msns we have, you purposely leaving me a msg and offline immeditealy, letting me think and teaching me to fend for myself. Thank you pastor, thank you (:
In His love,
Hannah (:

Before of which was fabian's birthday, dated
7 April to be exact (:
Silly thing was, i wished him happy birthday on the stroke of midnight on 7
MARCH. And that kuku just had to reply me 'it's one month later lah noob' HAHAHA. Idiot, but i got it right this time. I'm sorry we didnt get a chance to go out to have dinner or lunch together, make it up tomorrow or the week i see u! (: So here's my yours truly note to you.
Dear
Fabian,
You're created in God's image, God loves u dearly and so do i your sister buddy buddy in christ! (: I'm so glad you came back not only to church but also joining lighthouse cell last year! :D (woohoo from lighthouse man!) We got to know one another better and realised eh we got quite good chemistry and share alot of similar thoughts and emotions. You really dont know how much i thank God to the max for bringing you into my life. You've made a huge impact in my life. How you're always the first one to be concerned about the littlest thing about spammers on my blog, or whenever something happens u're the first to reply me and etc; how you always tell me jokes to make me smile and brighten up my day (even if u make me look bad in the joke); how we always have those special times of sharing and pouring our hearts out to one another during work, service, sometimes even over dinner; how i trust you with things i dont even trust myself with; how i can complain and rant to you knowing that you'll take it anytime (HAHA!); and of course how we'll always be friends forever. The list goes on and on. But really, you're really a faithful friend, a man of God and i thank God for birthing you on this very day (: REALLY!
Love you much,
Hannah;

On the 4th April, it was
Chinrong's special day a.k.a bestfriend! (:
Dear chinchin,
HAHA, happy birthday you. Ha, i known you from battlecall camp 2 years ago. And i must say you were a prayer answered. I thank God how our friendship grown, i thank God how through you i got a whole bunch of friends from YTSS i can count on, lean on etc etc the list goes on again. ahhhh, where do i start seriously! Hmmm, you're special indeed. I know after we multiplied i rarely had time to spend with you or meet you up esp now that u're in a JC with your own life. But thank you and God that you still bother updating me, calling me during the times when you're down to let me share ur burdens with you and pray for you and be there for you. I treasure those moments and they're really kept close to my heart. & u know my heart smiles everytime i see you smiling at me when i see you! (: Love you best!
Yours truly,
Hannah (:

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ah, there's still more to come! Like kinnon, changjie, josie and etc etc! Many many! HAHA :D
Oh and i just got a sms for another photoshoot for the June LIFE charity concert :D YAYsity :D Exciting :D
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How much you've changed. I guess it was too good to be true eh? From calls everynight, to you telling me how weird it is not talking to me everynight, to text msgs and so much mre things shared as a friend - suddenly within a week, just crumbles? Was my being there suddenly forgotten? Was standing by you all along esp during your lowest suddenly looked over? But nvm, i understand - rather i'm trying. It hurts though, you have any idea? Hello friend, i miss you.
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