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Sorry i didnt manage to post anything up yesterday! Got home like kinda late, and i had to prepare for SP camp this morning so needed to catch as much sleep as possible!
Anyways it was a long but great and tiring day (: I met xian to catch Monsters vs Aliens. I went to cine to get the tix first cs i was early, then made my way to Wisma to meet xian, who was late. HAHAHA (he honest mistake though, told me 130pm but forgot -.-) Along the way, this woman came up to me, made me happy for awhile.

woman: (who had no flyers, no clipboard, just a small handbag) Hi! Are you singaporean?
hannah: *thinks* where got people ask such question one, isnt she supposed to be selling me something? or is she lost need directions?
woman: OH, you look so sporty! Do you play any sports?
hannah: *secretly happy* Er no, not at all. I dont even work out. *waiting for her to intro smth to me*
woman: *senses im waiting* Oh actually we're just doing ahealth survey, you okay with helping us out? 10-15 mins only (:

*blah blah blah, talk talk talk, went up to the Taka office 18floor to sit and survey*

woman: take your height and weight.
p.s i lost weight. HAHAHAHA!
woman: okay, hold this thing measure your body fat percentage blah blah
hannah: *see number* OMG IS THAT GOOD?
woman: oh wow, you're really great. you so small leh, how you handle ah? You exercise? no? Then how?
hannah: Er, dont know. Are u serious? *secretly happier*
woman: eh your skin so good. blah blah, do you eat all 3 meals blah blah.
I SECRETLY VERY HAPPY, just taking in al the facts at once. HAHAHAHAHA!
End up she was actually promoting some healthy powder thing and all, i just act one interested and took flyers and told her i gotta rush off cos im late for a movie. HAHA! After talking to her, i really feel like im healthy! Like i see her list, all the numbers all higher than mine one ;D HAHAHAHAHA :D Xian im not lying to myself, i really am healthy (:

Okay so anyways we went for lunch at wisma food republic cos he wanted to eat 'Power Fish Soup'. Forgot to take a photo and introduce it grandly, when it came, i ate , and ate, and ate. Yep, it was goood, but not POWERFUL -.- HAHAHA so much for power. Go Lucky Plaza change cash, yarde yarde, then go movie! :D I think B.O.B freaking funny! HAHAHA, its a betetr movie than Night at the Museum 2 i think, i laughed harder and slapped my head a few times here. Awesome! :D
Well the highlight was definitely jack-ing xian the whole day :D :D :D How often hannah gets to own people?! HAHAHA, made it a great day for me, not so great for xian. But it was still great, yeah you get the point. How often i get to do this, outside of work! I'd love to go out with u anytime xian *big innocent grins* But okay, thanks alot i had alot of fun, really. This is serious, really! (:


Met nat @ AMK then we travelled to PL tgt, and took pictures at the weirdest places we could again. HAHA! Xian is secretly a camwhore too, see from below, i didnt hold the cam, NOT ME. I just stood there in utter disbelief. But okay, he act one tall, dont wanna come down to MY level, so he one awkard hole lah! Make me and nat like one couple -.- We had dinner @ Hans, xian bumped into a friend there he talked, we left for rehearsals, he left for home (:


THURS
today, is just a splendid day. I dont know how else to put it really (:
I didnt want to go for the SP camp honestly, it was early in the morning, i'll probably be the only poly one there, rehearsals at night and all that. But God said, go. & at night, i expected something to happen for me at the SP camp, i set expectations for God to touch me.
This morning, i came with an expectation. Important. During the short time of sharing (not even a sermon) by P.Andy, we worshipped and prayed. I closed my eyes shut, and just spoke to God. Then i felt a hand on me, i waited to hear who this person was, and what he/she had to say. It was sister kim; to be honest i was shocked. Prayed over me, and i cried like mad. I think morning devotion short time, i think hardly anyone cried. Then aft she was done, another pair of hands held on tight to my shoulders. Again, i wondereed : my leaders aren't here, who's going to pray for me this time? There was a long pause, before sister raine prayed. She saw just one phrase, hang on. Just simply, hang on. Got link? You know what? Sister kim prayed the exact same thing. Hanging on, perservering, knowing that God approves of me. This is how amazing my God is. I havent shared a single thing with them, in fact we just hi and bye. What they prayed for, was what i was really struggling with. Holding on. I needed to know that God was proud of me, i needed to know that i'm going in the right direction, i needed to know that it's not my own voice, but God's voice thats telling me to hold on. That 2 prayers, was a strong affirmation. I've been striving, serving, praying, seeking God as per normal, but God is just silent. Why?

" It might seem God is silent now. But silence, doesn't mean absence. It doesnt mean God doesnt know, or that he doesnt care, or that he doesnt love you, or that he wont rescue you. Because it's during this time, that your roots will grow, and desire life - to force cracks in the concrete around you, and you will see yourself growing so much more, grounded in God. "

Amen, this was what i can remember from sister raines prayer & i think it's something i want to share with my Ignyters as well as other readers. When God is silent, dont run away. But instead, press on in looking for Him, because thats what you know your life cannot do without God. So have faith, keep that warrior's spirit, persevere because God knows how many stepps we have left to reach Him. So every prayer we pray, every thing we do, brings us one step closer to our treasure chest. Jiayou folks, we're in this together! (:

Okay you'd probably know how emotional i got, when both hi bye leaders prayed the exact thing over me and stuff. God met me, where i least expected him too. People were wailing and crying at the end during sermon and altar call, but no i was just basking in God's love and promises (: It was really funny, after crying i went to the toilet. & you know i wear make up right, and i load up on blusher cos im realyl really really pale looking. So i cried so much, that there was like this 2 lines on my face one on each side, my skin colour - pale. The rest was pink. Super funny, i just rubbed off all the pink so it would match. Went all the way down to my chin, then 2 lines look like vampire teeth :X

So after that jam packed day till 630pm, all the cast & crew from I Have A Lot hurried fown to PL. We squeezed 5 ppl in the backseat, it was mad! HAHA, we grabbed an awesome dinner! So heartwarming, everyone on the table got tempted into Hor Fun & we finished up all the peach tarts there were cos everyone cldnt resist it once i got it. HAHA! We shared food with the leaders, $6 worth of fries. Fattening, but awesome fellowship, awesome food! (: Rehearsals as per normal, and home-d :D

Yay, tml sentosa! (: Oh keep my brother in prayer, he just got admitted to the hospital ):

"Bestow upon her, the mark of leadership." - Sister Kim

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