Another great day to thank God for (: Well the day didnt start of exactly the best, things were kinda messy at home but after a great lunch at Paramount Hotel, things were better & i thank God for a great whole lot of awesome family members, like keith boy who made my day! :D He's such such such a camwhore and a darling, look he smiles for me at the camera ;D
After a great FULL FULL lunch, i met khing at Roxy Square and headed down to town together for my long long LONG awaited cast dinner :D It's only been a week, but we all agree it feels like forever ): Met the earlier people like dan, thiamkee and khing at starbucks and rotted and slowly people came to join us. I was really really happy all of us were there! Except mother & doctor we missed you! Even bro kaf and bro jerm dropped by even though they had things on at night! (: YAY, we laughed hard and made tons of noise everywhere we went. We then realised that the dancers were nearby at cathay too, so were some folks from the lighting team. So the more we walked, the bigger our crowd got, and we just stopped at random places and blocked human traffic - totally man. It was GREAT (:
We had dinner at some random jap restaurant, food and portion was good, the price quite reasonable too, nice ambience many seats so awesome! :D That was where i got bullied ttm can? WHO BULLIES HANNAH PLEASE TELL ME?! Only they can lor, one kind uh you guys! I laughed and screamed and reacted until it really felt tiring on my abs. HAHA!
After dinner, we moved on to B&J's at cathay! :D Awesome awesome awesome, we had so much fun there singing songs together, spamming photos and eating ice cream and snuggling up like family on the seats and all :D :D :D I AM HAPPY.
Lets all do this again sometime soon! :D Love you all, really made my day complete (: Photos are up on facebook! :D
just what are you afraid of?if we were honest with one another from the start, it would have saved me alot alot alot of heartaches, know that?
--------------------I'm sorry, but i tried not blogging. Just thought i'd want you to know, i'm drained and tired. I really really really am. Put me out of all this, please. But i know i cant cry, cos thats weakness & i am strong.Can i stop pretending? Can i be afraid in front of you?Can i tell you how conscious of myself i feel in front of you? When is everything going to end? It really sucks to be back crying alone in the middle of the night again, having no one beside you to tell you its okay, knowing that nothing is changing, knowing that i cant be weak, knowing that my heart cant break because it was never whole to start with. Yet somehow, i really wished you were here to wipe these tears that're for you. This is it, my limit. So hannah, you can break down, tonight. Just once.
But what's a dream if it's not hard to reach? That's why it's a dream in the first place isn't it?
maybe i'd fight it if i could,but i can't ;so
look here. 
hannahlee