It's thursday, already? Wow, the week just flew past like that. I spent monday till yesterday working on a personal project, developing photos, buying stuff and i still need to get more. On top of that, i'm already beyond broke. I spent like more than $250 bucks within these 2 weeks and there's still so much to buy and so much to do. Guess i'll have to say goodbye to my new phone and shopping, can't wait till Oct when RP finally gives me my $150 bucks :/ Oh and did i mention i watched soccer for the first time ever last night at 11pm. Liverpool vs Thailand. 1-1, goodness. First time watching soccer and liverpool had to disappoint me like that. I was just laughing my head off with my brother and sister watching the way they played while sucking on coconut sweets non stop.
One of my modules snapped and went missing, have to go all the way back to AH just to get it fixed over the week. Well at least being at home helped me get alot of things done - study my math, start on my personal project, and can't believe i've been faithfully going cycling every afternoon, just sweating everything out, whatever overly thought situation would clear and seek God along the way.
TTK and i've been talking, about IHAL and all. How it started off me and him being strangers, more than strangers. I got my script wondering who'd be the waiter, prayed it would be someone i knew. Apparently not, not even close. On screen, enthusiasm. Off screen, i remember apologizing my head off and running as far away as i can from him. Hahaha, till today the random texting, screaming 'TTK TISSUE', and 'eh your hand girl my hand boy' and 'the chemstry' and the 'where's my other hand' and the tap tap revenge and the camwhores. Probably one of the last few i've built the friendship with but it kinda brought me to think a little. There're the people you click with, there are those you dont really click with. There're the people you think you can count on, then there are those that prove us wrong. It's sad when the people you know become the people you knew. You now walk past someone like they were never once a big part of your life. You used to be able to talk for hours and now you can barely look at them. That's life.

justdontwantthattohappentous.notnow.

for now, nothing.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.

- Used to, Chris Daughtry

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