Wednesday, July 01, 2009
RP, is really really insane now. 86 cases and counting, stickers to identify which year you're from, shortened break times because they want us to stay in class and ot come into contact with other year students, and announcements all over sch when break is over. Ah, it's driving me crazy. Well for one at least IG's stopped! Insomia last night, woke up and felt like a zombie.
{edit/thursday 9.41am}
It's just, a little unfair. You know how much i dont like to be left hanging. THE POINT IS, i've been there before, it wouldnt matter if it happens again. Give me time to heal. Thats why it doesnt matter, now you understand? It's been tiring, telling my mind not to think, telling my mind to just wait and see what you have to say, telling my mind to be prepared for the worst. Okay, nevermind. Just, forget it hannah just forget it.
*note to self: Bring yourself back to where it all began, when you would just tell yourself - 'let it be'. Whatever comes, come. I just, feel very uneasy that i dont get a reaction
now when i got a reaction
then. Pull your hair out, pull your heart out. Want to get into my head? Well here you go.
Maybe, it's time. The one way road is so long, so maybe i should just turn and walk all the way back though it might be tough and tiring as much as i dont want it to be, but then perhaps i've got an alternative when i reach my starting point. Maybe, just maybe - after this one way route gets too long and weariness and all the other emotions start kicking in.
So just give it to me, i've taken it before and i'm sure i can take it again & again for you. - because all along i've been prepared for it, don't worry (:
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
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