Gah, the whole emotional rollercoaster.
I just spent an afternoon looking at photos, esp the ones that i've editted because those are the folks that usually mean the whole lot more. I guess in life you gain some you lose some. Bestfriends and i'm here for you somehow's become overrated to me. The only constant, is change i'll remember. Right now, i just hate the uncertainty within me - like you know, one day you're THIS tight to someone, the next moment you're spending your afternoon looking through the photos and saying 'i miss those times'. I really wished i had time to put up every photo of everyone that has gone missing in my life but there are the few i cant bring myself to.

I treasure all you people, and somehow i wished we never grew apart. It just feels right now as though different parts of me have been placed with you guys for safekeeping, leaving me feel rather .. empty. But i understand. We've been busy with our own lives, different time, different season and perhaps we've been through situations together that caused a distance, but regardless, i miss you all. &davidnoelfong, i havent forgotten about you okay twin? (:

You gain some you lose some. For now, i just want to be there for those i can, i want to love the people around me. And hopefully there won't be a reason for me to place their photos here few months or years down the road;

pastor gary.

YTSS boys. you've all grown up now (':

take my life,
I lay it down.
All i have
I give to You oh Lord.

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