I stayed out with nat & my sis for a good HTHT while waiting for our dinner to come by. Just updating one another about each other's life and sharing our different expectations and feelings towards various things was just the best feeling ever. I love my sister and nat - who is like a blood brother to me, the male version of my sis and someone i really thank God for (: When dinner came, we ate tgt and headed for SPC tgt just the 3 of us, loved much. We sneaked into the chapel to be audience members for 4ONE jams & it's more than awesome. The grads from Ignyte and whoever wants to come MUST come, i'm so proud of our full youth band and even more amazed at the way God moved even through the jams, i am now SO SO SO excited for Friday to come and expectating God to move in our worship like never before. Let's go! :D

Sunday zoomed past like that too (sigh i wonder when all this zooming will stop), i cldnt say i felt anything at work today. Nat dropped by in time for a quick lunch with xian, talked and back into the shop for the after service mad crowd :X Took super cold emo wet walk in the rain to Macs to meet justin and joshua along with nat alison my sis and myself (: We had our happy fattening sinful lunch there and xian dropped by for a great time of fellowship. I think today's one of the days in the week that i laughed my hardest. We talked about the darnest things and laughed hard and out LOUD until my sides hurt, it was really fun talking with silly people that took my mind off alot of the hurt and questions that flooded my head over the days. Was super reluctant to leave but had to and dropped by my grandmom's place for the usual visit (:

The day ended here (:

p.s I am disappointed and disgusted. Period. Too much, overboard - and i think i'm starting to lose for you what you never had for me. Do you even have a conscience to start with? Is there a word called 'guilt' in your dictionary? If what i think happened really did happen, i really won't hesitate to put and end to all of this and put an end to all the misery u've put us through and give it to you. What you did, is not okay - it REALLY isn't. Stop running away, and hiding behind so many different facades. Be more responsible, because i had enough.