It's only the second day of school and i'm already feel absolutely gone.

School literally drains me emotionally, mentally and physically. I think STA is just abit screwed up, with last minute emails to inform us about proposals we need to submit, 1 week to read up different books and 69 pages of marketing notes and submit a weekly 1000 word essay ONTOP of other module assignments to handle, last minute competitions that they 'automatically' sign us up for, never-seen-before facilitators that literally curse and swear in front of their class (and to their class) and just a whole lot of redundant modules that i absolutely dread. One of which - Arts Marketing. I have no idea what i'm doing in this diploma, or what i am doing with this course and this class. But like I told gavin, i believe there's a greater purpose above all this that God has put me through. School will probably only get as bad as i allow it to, but will anyone understand how hard it is in STA? Tell me about it. On top of that, i've been so extremely busy.

Well for now, i'm just living off the word of God and a good prayer life. Along with little text messages from people who care, and knowing that there are people praying for me just makes it alot easier, really. I am thankful for the little things now - just simple things like having someone to go for lunch with is something that i truly thank God for and it just hangs a smile on my face. Beats starving, right? I'm going to keep fighting, and keep trusting - as hard as it seems and gets. Hannah, JIAYOU!



As people, we all take time to figure out what our hearts need.
-Boy Meets Love



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