Saturday, March 20, 2010
Friday was awesome. Happy birthday surprise to dearest ariel :D HAHA, it was great having all the girls together just enjoying one another's company (: Planned the surprise with jells and her mummy for a good week trying to gather peole to attend the special special event! Thank God for free sms-es :P Hehehehe, i hope the surprised was reall surprising! Had to tell her friday was cancelled cos of iinterviews and what not, which in the end was 'cancelled'. Thanks to the rain, riel and mom managed to pick us up and go 'grocery' shopping. With the excuse of wanted to eat ice cream, we headed to MarbleSlab where the rest of the folks were waiting. Her mom got us each double scoop ice cream with toppings. Zomg, it was awesome ice cream! But too much ): Headed back to her place and had fun till night <3
My saturday, though short, was spent well (:
Sister Vivi is awesome, it's like she cld read my mind. She pulled me and jayni aside after cell, and had a short but great talk. She just assured me that i'm not alone in whatever i'm going through. Like, she just understood. We shared how we felt about cell, about the ministry and etc. And yup, i was right. It isn't just me, it was the ministry. The burden of the ministry upon my heart has been so heavy i'm reaching breaking point. I'm not dry, i'm not 'far away'. But as sister vi put it, 'constipated' - like we're not moving, just stuck there. Besides seeking God daily, i think it's time we got to our knees to war for our generation and for the ministry. I was so assured, like someone just knew how it felt too. We talked more, and it's uncanny how we think alike about other things other than ministry, and how she's so anoited to just be able to catch the little hints i drop her about things (: She's awesome. Sister vivi are u reading this! HAHAHA, i can't wait to get to catch up with her and share more things with her that i dont get to share with anyone else (:
Service was great. I like praying. I like praying with people, for people. I don't know, but i guess prayer kinda unlocks something in the supernatural? Allows man to communicate and connect with God, and there's some sort of impartation that takes place don't you think? (: God's ministry is so amazing. And i almost never get tired of doing His work. I'm sure yes we do agree and sometimes feel like when we serve too much, it drains us out? It does, it does. But then again, the rewards are something that you cannot buy, and no one can offer or give. Ministry. Would you die for ministry?
There're just a bunch of things to be thankful for, so many beautiful reminders of the magnificene of our Lord - who He was and is in our lives, and who He will continue to be. I thank God for family that stays together, i thank God for sister that shares, i thank God for a godly social circle, friends that are there to fight alongside me, i thank God for a love a.k.a kenchua that keeps my feet on the ground and points me back to the source, i thank God for leaders that believe in me, i thank God for the victories He has given to me over the years, i thank God for gifts He has given that i can use for the extension of His kingdom, & i just thank God for Him. You know? Ah, God is good.
I stand in awe of You ;
de a'More ;
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